Extremely moody
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Extremely moody
Hi everyone.
Feeling just so f*****ing moody right now. For many reasons. I don't think a single doctor can help me with this. I'm so pissed off.
Feeling just so f*****ing moody right now. For many reasons. I don't think a single doctor can help me with this. I'm so pissed off.
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Hey unixber. ... do you think maybe you're just not ready to give it up yet?
You have to be willing to put in the work to make sobriety stick.
It's ok if you're not there yet... have you ever tried going to aa?
I know it's not easy. The choice is up to us tho. We're all here to support you. And you can do this if you really want to 
it's never too late to put down the drink and try again.
You have to be willing to put in the work to make sobriety stick.
It's ok if you're not there yet... have you ever tried going to aa?
I know it's not easy. The choice is up to us tho. We're all here to support you. And you can do this if you really want to it's never too late to put down the drink and try again.
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Alright. The last 10 years of my life have been utter hell(fire) and it makes you angry. Because any potential you have is bound by the suffering. It is not a life that is supposed to be. It makes you angry for the reason that it was really not meant to be or exist in your reality.
Anyway this is it in a nutshell. Thanks for the support.
Anyway this is it in a nutshell. Thanks for the support.
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Why don't you try calling a hot line? I've been urged many times to call the aa hot line and next time I'm feeling low I intend to use it.
Do you have anyone you could call for some support?
Do you have anyone you could call for some support?
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overforty: I had, someone to call until I saw through them and their mentality.
Now I trust people very seldomly. High IQ can be a downfall in this way, perceiving people and their weaknesses. Thanks in all cases.
Now I trust people very seldomly. High IQ can be a downfall in this way, perceiving people and their weaknesses. Thanks in all cases.
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I got angry at a girl, that I love. She appears to adapt in her own ways and the method of thinking is foul. What I mean is this: if she is not capable of loving, she could at least be nice when I've done nothing to her or anyone else. She treated me cruel. Something I could never have imagined. It happens, pink clouds, booze... the distorted story.
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There is help even if you don't see it. And the fact that you keep coming here is a sign that you know it....but it's harder when you are already drunk or high.
The ER sounds like a reasonable option right now.
The ER sounds like a reasonable option right now.
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It might help to have a medically supervised detox and redouble your efforts. Whatever you decide not taking action will assure continued misery in your life. And continuing to drink will make all of it worse. There is a lot of help out there available and a lot of good people in the world.
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Thanks for the tips. The ER and some meds might really do wonders but... I can do this on my own as well. I've done it quite a few times.
I just got so disappointed in people. How cruel, unintelligent and emotionless they can be sometimes. This is the thing that is actually breaking me. Not the booze (with parentheses).
I just got so disappointed in people. How cruel, unintelligent and emotionless they can be sometimes. This is the thing that is actually breaking me.
Not the booze (with parentheses).
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Originally Posted by UnixBer 
Thanks for the tips. The ER and some meds might really do wonders but... I can do this on my own as well. I've done it quite a few times.
I just got so disappointed in people. How cruel, unintelligent and emotionless they can be sometimes. This is the thing that is actually breaking me. Not the booze (with parentheses).
I just got so disappointed in people. How cruel, unintelligent and emotionless they can be sometimes. This is the thing that is actually breaking me.
Not the booze (with parentheses).
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Scott: we are not talking about relationships, we are dealing with lack of them.
Also thanks for all the support, but I don't need your pity. Normally I would never kill myself, but this has gone too far. If I don't do it, I'll end up being a serial killer. Most likely. It's a dark place in its own right.
Also thanks for all the support, but I don't need your pity. Normally I would never kill myself, but this has gone too far. If I don't do it, I'll end up being a serial killer. Most likely. It's a dark place in its own right.
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