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Hi

its lily 76 ( the weirdo that keeps changing there name )
sorry i havent been around much ...not drank for a very long time
but i have self harmed and engaged in eating disorder behavior today
Went into the pro ed forum again after months of not being there my husband tried to stop me was there for a few hours and then i started thinking of Yeshua/Jesus and what he means to me ...i regret going into that forum if there was a way to get it off the internet my husband would do it but there has to be a lot of people who want it banned from on line i have tried to banned it from my pc but i asked my husband for the password and then we would fight
I dont want to be like this
I have to do something else something to take my mind of my ed it dont help that my dr is asking me to lose weight because am a fat person with an ED and my drs got to be seen as asking me to try and loses weight
av kinda ...messed up but oh well ill just pick myself up and start all over again

As for the drink i was put off it by a BBC documentary that was posted on the forum
Am lucky there are so many people that arent so lucky there people who tonight are going to die because they cant stop taking drugs and drink ...i thank Yeshua/Jesus for my life

I hope you are all doing ok and are safe and well

Dee74

I hope you'll fight your ED as hard as you fought your alcoholism, PY.
You can do this.

D

FormerWineGirl

Please take care of yourself. I agree with Dee, you can do this!

bigguyslimm

You have to keep working on it everyday. Thinks will get better with time. Keep your head up.

sva777

Stay strong

Soberwolf

Hi PY wishing you the best in recovery x