2 mo continous
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2 mo continous
So today I have 2 months of continuous sobriety!
I had a huge craving yesterday but didn't lose to AV. I am going to work my plan every day and I will not drink today.
This is it folks! Now IS the time!
I had a huge craving yesterday but didn't lose to AV. I am going to work my plan every day and I will not drink today.
This is it folks! Now IS the time!
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Thanks!!!
When I started I was committed! I went 13 months, then I moderated... Then a couple months on, and I moderated... I moderated a few times with months in between until last Valentines Day. It's like I drank at my husband, even though I know that's really stupid, an excuse. So I decided to recommit with the same fervor as I did 2 years ago and I am doing it.
It's NEVER good when I drink. I might be able to moderate and not be a jack a$$ but I still feel crappy the next day and I always run the risk of drinking TOO MUCH and blacking out and then who knows... That is never worth it.
I even threw up 2 month ago. I NEVER threw up at night. It was always the next day. Since I am not used to it anymore my body was angry at me...
I have learned...
When I started I was committed! I went 13 months, then I moderated... Then a couple months on, and I moderated... I moderated a few times with months in between until last Valentines Day. It's like I drank at my husband, even though I know that's really stupid, an excuse. So I decided to recommit with the same fervor as I did 2 years ago and I am doing it.
It's NEVER good when I drink. I might be able to moderate and not be a jack a$$ but I still feel crappy the next day and I always run the risk of drinking TOO MUCH and blacking out and then who knows... That is never worth it.
I even threw up 2 month ago. I NEVER threw up at night. It was always the next day. Since I am not used to it anymore my body was angry at me...
I have learned...
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