Scared1234

Hey everyone. I just wanted quickly post and say don't ever give up if you fall. Always get back up. Always try again. Always.

I haven't gotten drunk in a month! I've lost a lot of weight and fit into smaller size shirts! My anxiety and panic are at all time lows. My body pains are gone. My urges still exist, but I acknowledge them and understand that waking up healthy is more important.

You know..I've read a million posts that kinda sound like this one too...I don't know what to say but the following to hopefully help something stick in your head like it did mine. You know when you are in the cycle of constantly getting drunk/recovering, you begin to hear that tiny voice in your head telling you that you might be slowly killing yourself? Well i don't hear that little voice anymore. I FEEL great and it turns out now that I'm sorta on the outside looking in, maybe that tiny voice was actually a very big voice that I was dampening with booze.

Just keep fighting. I know I will..until the day I pass away..at a very very old age surrounded by proud great grandchildren hopefully <3

OldTomato

Thank you for this post. Congrats on one month!

ChloeRose63

Great post, Scared1234! Very inspirational. Your 'name' doessn't seem to 'fit' annymore...just like your shirts! lol
Keep on keepin' on! I love the "new" you!

Soberwolf

one month is excellent congratulations scared