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Old 03-02-2016, 03:21 PM
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But I'll get back, on my feet someday...

Day 1. Today.

Promised the Docs a 30 day detox. Plan to go much longer.

18 years drunk. Bad liver. Bad ticker.

In the process of transition to the Esselstyn diet.
Need to move my body more after being sedentary for 38 years.
Gotta be here to give my daughters away someday.

Been tapering for awhile, have some Valerian and Kudzu.
Some other supplements and vitamins for liver health.

Been reading here for a long time. Been speculating I have a problem far too long to have not taken action. Nonalcoholics don't ever wonder if they have a problem with alcohol.

Thanks to all the veterans here who have already given me more good advice than I know what to do with.

White Knuckle time. AV already talkin' 'bout tonite. Shaddup!!!
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Old 03-02-2016, 03:29 PM
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Welcome GussWest. Love the name.

I'm glad you've decided to get yourself healthy and free. I also knew I had a problem long before I did anything to help myself. Coming here made me feel like part of a family who really understood. No one else in my life got it. You're never alone. We know you can have a new start & live the life you should.
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Welcome to SR, GussWest; glad you found us.
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Old 03-02-2016, 03:35 PM
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Getting Day One is in some ways the hardest part...there's always some incredible reason my addictive voice could come up with to put it off... ("It's Wednesday! That's a dumb bland little day to quit. Why not, you know, next Monday?")

Once you get that one little glimpse of daylight, you start to believe it's possible. And that you can.

Stick around tonight? Or do you have a distraction plan in place?
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Old 03-02-2016, 03:36 PM
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Originally Posted by GussWest View Post

18 years drunk. Bad liver.

Bad ticker.

Need to move my body more after being sedentary for 38 years.
I relate because I also drank for a very long time.
In A-FIB
But, in sobriety I exercise and feel pretty good for 65 years of age.

What I say,
if one is breathing there is still much hope.

Good luck,
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Welcome! Everyone with any sober time started with day one. Stay strong. It does get better.
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I'm glad that you made today Day 1 and that you have decided to change your life.
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Old 03-02-2016, 04:26 PM
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I have a diversion plan for tonite. Exhausted from a day of medical tests.

To drink is to die.

I've pulled up SR on the smartphone. Its good to know you're here if I need you.

To drink is to die. **** booze.
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Old 03-02-2016, 04:41 PM
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Welcome to the Forum GussWest!!
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One day is all you have to do. It's all I can manage. I done it 85 times in a row. One day at a time. Tomorrow will take care of it's self. 85 days sober.
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Welcome--you can turn it around and we can support you!
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Old 03-03-2016, 07:55 AM
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Start slow when exercising. Just a 10 minute walk a day for a few days until you get back into the swing of things. Dont go all out and start running two miles.

Make sure you hydrate well! I drank a ton of Pedialyte during my first two weeks of recovery it helps a lot more than Gatorade to get hydrated.

Eat well. Lean meats, veggies, fruits, whole grains. Stay away from sugar candy, sodas, etc.

Its all a process but you can do it.
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It's also my day one today. Best of luck to you, wish you lots of positivity and strength!
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Hi Gusswest, welcome. Fight the urge with everything you have. You can do it. And I firmly believe you will thank yourself.
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Hope it's going well today, Guss.
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Day two nearly over. Some craving but not too bad. Slept well, coulda slept till noon!

Doc wants to add a statin per the JUPITER trial. Need to do some research.

Tried a bit of kava root tea tonite. Anxiolytic but will need to tread with caution. BTW, proper kava root is not hepatotoxic!

Doc was giddy re detox and another lb down. I like 'em!

Got another 3TB of music today. Should be a nice diversion for next couple weeks.

Still on the job hunt. My biggest stressor right now. Was planning on a nice bottle to celebrate. Will need a new plan!

Night y'all!
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