vendetta

One of these days I'll post my last Day 1. Maybe it's today.

I woke up and strangely didn't have much of a hangover. Went to Church. That always makes happier.

It's really strange I have absolutely no desire to drink and I'm in pretty good spirit.

I'm planning on going to a meeting on Thursday. I realy hope I don't back out. Just thinking about it makes me cringe.

Really liked this new church. They have services on Saturday evening. I think I'll make that part of my plan. Means I'll have to not drink Saturdays which is good.

Got a good feeling about everything.

Soberwolf

You sound good Vendetta

least

Make today be your last day one.

vendetta

I actually reached out to a friend yesterday. Who insisted I talk to his pasture who is in aa. So his pasture called me and he's asked if his sponsor can call me. I said yes. So today his sponsor called me.

My other friend/family member. I was drunk and agreed to let her take me to a meeting. Now I'm trying to back out. She isn't gonna let me. Lol that's good I guess.

Dee74

I'm glad you're back and feeling ok.

why wait til Thursday for a meeting tho?

D

vendetta

Honestly because I won't make myself go. And Thursday she is off in the evening and is gonna make me go.

least

You need to find or make the motivation within yourself. You have to want it for yourself, not because someone 'makes' you do it.

vendetta

Yea I know I need to find it in myself.

Closing out Day 1. Still no desire to drink.

Went out out on a short date. Just caught a movie. Went well. It was kinda nice. Here lately it's mostly been just hooking up for the night.

Looking forward to day 2