Two Weeks
Ben's Papa
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Join Date: Sep 2004
Location: Chesapeake,VA
Posts: 970
Two Weeks
Two weeks today!I wish I could be more happy about it.The last few days have been particularly difficult.I'm under a lot of stress right now due to my unemployment and various other non-drug related problems.Also I can see more clearly now how I have wasted my life and failed my family.Been in a deep depression since friday.What little sleep I can manage to get is filled with nightmares.I lost my insurance when I got laid off so seeing a doctor is not an option right now.This week I have a good job prospect but will have to take a drug test.I hope I will pass it!I've been taking this stuff called Sonne's #7 and drinking lots of water.I remain firm though in my conviction to stay clean for the rest of my life.I really haven't been craving weed at all lately.Been to busy stressing about all the other stuff in my life.Sorry to ramble on so much but I had to talk to someone.14 days straight.At least I've accomplished that!
OH SH!T
Join Date: Apr 2004
Location: RICHMOND,VIRGINIA-
Posts: 1,655
GOOD ON THE 2 WEEKS RICHIE,THAT'S GREAT!!!
I GET DEPRESSED ALSO WHEN I REALISE HOW MUCH OF LIFE I WASTED AWAY.
WE CAN'T CHANGE WHAT'S ALREADY HAPPENED,BUT WE CAN DAMN SURE CHANGE TODAY.
I STUGGLE,BUT I'M NOT GIVING UP.
IF WE STAY CLEAN,DO THE RIGHT THINGS,ALL ELSE WILL COME.
I BELIEVE THAT.STAY STRONG RICHIE,YOUR WORTH IT!!!
........ted
I GET DEPRESSED ALSO WHEN I REALISE HOW MUCH OF LIFE I WASTED AWAY.
WE CAN'T CHANGE WHAT'S ALREADY HAPPENED,BUT WE CAN DAMN SURE CHANGE TODAY.
I STUGGLE,BUT I'M NOT GIVING UP.
IF WE STAY CLEAN,DO THE RIGHT THINGS,ALL ELSE WILL COME.
I BELIEVE THAT.STAY STRONG RICHIE,YOUR WORTH IT!!!
........ted
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Join Date: Sep 2004
Location: Ontario, Canada
Posts: 425
Congratulations Richie
Amazing how even though we have quit our DOC the **** keeps coming. We are alert and awake (sometimes too much) and can get into a rut of shoulda coulda woulda's.
I am hopeful for you with the job prospects, and know if this one doesn't work out, another one will come along. I was there as well, finally landed a job I love with people I love.
Just remember when we spend too much time looking in the rear view mirror we are not paying attention to what is in front of us and can crash
All the best and all my prayers to you
Amazing how even though we have quit our DOC the **** keeps coming. We are alert and awake (sometimes too much) and can get into a rut of shoulda coulda woulda's.
I am hopeful for you with the job prospects, and know if this one doesn't work out, another one will come along. I was there as well, finally landed a job I love with people I love.
Just remember when we spend too much time looking in the rear view mirror we are not paying attention to what is in front of us and can crash
All the best and all my prayers to you
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