It's been awhile
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It's been awhile
I don't know why it takes me so long to post. The past couple of months have been rough. I miss the ease that the pain pills used to give me. The holidays are always tough for me as i know they are for others.
It's just this year is harder. With all that has happened thru this year, i don't care to celebrate at all. Christmas has always been my favorite time but this year i can't wait for it to hurry up and be done.
I have a counseling appt tomorrow evening with a woman who specializes in intimacy, which is a huge problem for me and addiction. I'm sure she will have something to say about the depression too.
I have a lot of inner turmoil and it's bubbling at the surface. I've been off for 4 days and in bed most of that time. I hate going thru this. I'm tired of always trying to figure out what it wrong with me. Sorry for the negativity, i just need to get it out
It's just this year is harder. With all that has happened thru this year, i don't care to celebrate at all. Christmas has always been my favorite time but this year i can't wait for it to hurry up and be done.
I have a counseling appt tomorrow evening with a woman who specializes in intimacy, which is a huge problem for me and addiction. I'm sure she will have something to say about the depression too.
I have a lot of inner turmoil and it's bubbling at the surface. I've been off for 4 days and in bed most of that time. I hate going thru this. I'm tired of always trying to figure out what it wrong with me. Sorry for the negativity, i just need to get it out
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Join Date: Mar 2015
Location: Florida
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Good job on staying sober. I know that depression is a tough hole to climb out of, but I've seen some close friends and relatives do it. Sounds like you're taking the right steps. Please give an update tomorrow after your appointment.
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