Falling apart
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Falling apart
Scared to death - wow I've never felt so alone and unsure of myself. Always been the type to work hard and improve my situation but nothing is getting better.
If I were a car I'd be 6" deep in mud.
Sorry just needed to connect with friends, I know I've given no concrete information. I don't want STBXAH to recognize me here.
If I were a car I'd be 6" deep in mud.
Sorry just needed to connect with friends, I know I've given no concrete information. I don't want STBXAH to recognize me here.
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Hang in there, sweets. You can get to that meeting tomorrow and unburden yourself.
Remember, however difficult things seem, they tend to work out in the end. Sometimes it's tough for a while, but crises pass.
Hugs!!!
Remember, however difficult things seem, they tend to work out in the end. Sometimes it's tough for a while, but crises pass.
Hugs!!!
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Incidentally, if you don't have a collection of phone numbers from folks in Al-Anon, you should start collecting them. Great for those times when you just need to TALK to someone and get off the ledge, ya know? Those in-between-meeting-times.
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Sending hugs your way....we are here to support you! Please keep coming back. You are here for support-if your stbxah feels the need to stalk you on this site, that is evidence of a much larger problem (his problem). If you don't want to post some things publicly, you can always PM someone...
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Originally Posted by Flavia2 
Scared to death - wow I've never felt so alone and unsure of myself. Always been the type to work hard and improve my situation but nothing is getting better.
If I were a car I'd be 6" deep in mud.
Sorry just needed to connect with friends, I know I've given no concrete information. I don't want STBXAH to recognize me here.
If I were a car I'd be 6" deep in mud.
Sorry just needed to connect with friends, I know I've given no concrete information. I don't want STBXAH to recognize me here.
Part of my journey on this path has been to realized that hard work, and doing it all "right," is not always the solution when I am dealing with addiction....but was actualy part of what was keeping me stuck.
It was a very painful lesson for me but I needed to experience to learn to let go a little bit about some of the false beliefs I had.
Hard work is a great thing in many circumstances but in my case with addiction it was part of what was keeping me stuck.
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