ulfr

I dont know if this is the right place but last night i went to a group at a new church am thinking of going to we talked about Jesus and our plans in life i felt like i have not contributed to the world because am nothing but a drunk or druggie who sits and squanders life last night as i was there ( my husband taking me there and back no drink at the place)
listening to these peers ( my age maybe younger ) talk about Jesus with so much love and so much dedication it spoke to me a lot
my gender confusion that i have i must deal with it through my therapist
I have came here to let you all know that am female and not anything else ...its not for me i want to be apart of life again No drinking /Drugging No gender confusion No overdoeses no self injury of any kind ( this includes starving myself) and try to be more positive about life
Am going to make myself well enought to volunteer at this church and get involved in the church... i hope its ok for me to post this here
OH before i forget am deathmental

SoberLeigh

Nice to see you, ThePhoenixLily.

I am glad that you found something to which you can relate.

Soberwolf

Best wishes Phoenix

Anna

I hope you continue to find support at the church.

JD

Hey deathmental, why the name change? I'm glad you've found something that can give you hope.

PurpleKnight

Sounds positive Deathmental!!

ulfr

i change my name a lot its because of my OCD
normally i dont post unless its changed but i ask for my name to be changed to Lily76 instead of ThePhoenixLily as its a mouthful
kinda scared something bad will happen now am posting

Sorry for the many name changes

SoberLeigh

Nice to see you, Lily; how are you?

Soberwolf

How are you today Lilly