Help..
Hi Charlie,
I looked back at your posts from the beginning.
Rooting for you to pull out of the tail spin.
Scares me to think this happens.
Do you follow AA? Do you believe in the higher power?
That is where all my faith is riding.
I was a binger, couldn't drink every day and do my job.
When I tapered and quit, my anxiety surfaced hard.
No meds here. Getting so much better these last few days. 4 months clean.
I looked back at your posts from the beginning.
Rooting for you to pull out of the tail spin.
Scares me to think this happens.
Do you follow AA? Do you believe in the higher power?
That is where all my faith is riding.
I was a binger, couldn't drink every day and do my job.
When I tapered and quit, my anxiety surfaced hard.
No meds here. Getting so much better these last few days. 4 months clean.
I appreciate your kind words even though I don't feel like I deserve them. I have been in the emergency room twice in the last month, but no one knows why. I feel hopeless, but also hopeful
I had plenty of reasons to become alcohol free yet lacked your type of courage to do so proactively.
It's been said that when there's hope in the present there's power in the future. So I offer you hope.
You've strung two years together before which demonstrates that beating this thing is possible. You reached out before going out which demonstrates grit and the value you see in this support system. You've acknowledged you want to say "no" which demonstrates you recognize the important "choice" you now have.
Your actions today, combined with the courage you showed to begin this epic quest and the experience you've gained throughout your journey to date position you well for another run at this thing- and ultimately- success.
My wish for you is to recognize and own the hope that is within.
Guilt, mostly I guess. I'm way too good at hiding this disease. I want help, I need it to get better, but no one knows ive relapsed these last 6 months and I can't tell them, it will break their hearts and trust in me
I know it's been said a million times, but do you have a plan?
My plans have always been flimsy, this time I've been working on one and I'm going to actually work it- hard.
What are some of the details of your plan? Or what has worked in the past? What hasn't worked?
Just curious because I need help too
Good Morning,
Are you able to share your relapse with your counselor? It's hard to be completely honest, but they'll be able to help you more effectively if you're honest.
Hoping you got some rest last night and don't take that first sip of alcohol today.
Are you able to share your relapse with your counselor? It's hard to be completely honest, but they'll be able to help you more effectively if you're honest.
Hoping you got some rest last night and don't take that first sip of alcohol today.
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