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Old 07-27-2015, 05:38 PM
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Honesty........

1. Do you lose time from work due to your drinking? I have a few times.
2. Is drinking making your home life unhappy? It makes me out off responsible things.
3. Do you drink because you are shy with other people? No
4. Is drinking affecting your reputation? No
5. Have you ever felt remorse after drinking? Yes
6. Have you gotten into financial difficulties as a result of your drinking? No
7. Do you turn to lower companions and an inferior environment when drinking? No
8. Does your drinking make you careless of your family's welfare? No
9. Has your ambition decreased since drinking? Yes
10. Do you crave a drink at a definite time daily? Yes. After work
11. Do you want a drink the next morning? On weekends I do
12. Does drinking cause you to have difficulty in sleeping? No
13. Has your efficiency decreased since drinking? Yes
14. Is drinking jeopardizing your job or business? N
15. Do you drink to escape from worries or troubles? Yes
16. Do you drink alone? Yes
17. Have you ever had a complete loss of memory as a result of your drinking? No
18. Has your physician ever treated you for drinking? No
19. Do you drink to build up your self-confidence?
20. Have you ever been in a hospital or institution on account of drinking? No


Apparently I am an alcoholic. A functioning one. I never have any desire to drink until I'm on the way home from work. So no more..... starting now. I know why I started drinking. To avoid dealing with problems at the time. Those problems are gone but I started a bad habit and routine . I can sit here and say I have an addictive personality, but all B.S. aside injust need to stop. Just because I know its wrong and bad for you. Can't think of one good thing that has come from drinking. My biggest question is what triggers me now to want to get alcohol on the way home from work. I'm fine all day. Feel great.... Then I feel like crap when I drink..... Maybe not at first, but eventually it feels like crap. Then wash and repeat. Tomorrow I will leave work and not stop at the store. No matter what. That's my start. One day at a time. Let's see how much $$$ I save by not stopping. I'm actually afraid to add it up. :-( BTW..... I answered those questions because I had to be honest with myslef. Not happy about some of those answers but its time to face reality.......
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Old 07-27-2015, 05:41 PM
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Welcome to July! Stay with us and post often with your updates.

Personally I don't like/agree with the "alcoholic" designation...I used to tell people I had a rum addiction...so now I had an addiction and I will be in abstinence mode forever.

What triggers you is your addictive voice, so learn what it is, when you hear it and shut it down.
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Old 07-27-2015, 05:54 PM
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Old 07-27-2015, 06:22 PM
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Good to meet you MSC. I'm glad you've taken a hard look at what alcohol is doing to your life. It really helps to talk things over with those who understand. You're never alone.
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Old 07-27-2015, 06:26 PM
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Welcome to the family! I hope the support here can help you get sober for good.
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Old 07-27-2015, 06:29 PM
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Thanks. I plan to update every day in the evening after I have made it through another day.
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Old 07-27-2015, 06:34 PM
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Originally Posted by toadie54 View Post
Welcome to July! Stay with us and post often with your updates.

Personally I don't like/agree with the "alcoholic" designation...I used to tell people I had a rum addiction...so now I had an addiction and I will be in abstinence mode forever.

What triggers you is your addictive voice, so learn what it is, when you hear it and shut it down.
Yeah. My addictive voice. I hate it. I have been doing this almost 2 years. And before that I drank maybe 2 or 3 times per year. I feel great when I don't drink. Even if its for just one day. Then you factor in the $$$ you spend, and feeling like crap after drinking. Sadly the health issues or potential health issues are the least of my worries. At least for now. I know bad things will happen health wise in the long run......need to stop this before that point.
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Old 07-31-2015, 01:26 AM
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