hez1979

So some of you know me I've started and stopped. I drank heavily last weekend till the Tuesday. I was ill wed thur night sweats vomitting etc. anyway on fri I was ok but tired. I packed a case and am now on hol with my sons and a friend. Usually on hol of sneak vodka hide it in a coke bottle... This time I've not but I was so close to it today but my son wanted to come to shop too... I can hand on heart say the last 2 days I've done so much meaningful pleasant things with my boys... I will not drink this week and really hope to not again
I'd feelings of real anger today when I couldn't drink so I kept busy busy then went on some extreme fairground rides. We home sat and I won't have my boys so I have agreed to a night shift. Please god let me do it this time

Dee74

have you considered making a recovery plan Hez?
https://store.samhsa.gov/shin/conten...0/SMA-3720.pdf

hez1979

Had a brief look at that there Dee thank you will be sure to do that... My boys are so precious to me and they are so happy right now... That inspires me xxx

Anna

I hope you continue your sobriety for yourself and your children.

hez1979

Me too Anna xx

trachemys

Keep on hez, keep on.

hez1979

I will do this. I don't feel 100% healthy yet but lots of activity and distraction here to get me through xxx

PurpleKnight

You can do this Hez!!