I've remained Sober !!!!!
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I've remained Sober !!!!!
Through all of this !!!! My usual go to "pal" has been no where to be seen. Both my brother's have commended me on how I handle the tough situations; I just lose it for myself haha
I am proud in all this darkness, I did keep my head for my rents & not once did I consider booze. Least not during that.
Today I was seriously considering it. The anxiety was getting to me that much. But I was smart enough to text my brother & let him help me & see what a wreck I was.
I'm very proud of myself & the decisions I have made this week onward & upwards !!!!!
Dennis
I am proud in all this darkness, I did keep my head for my rents & not once did I consider booze. Least not during that.
Today I was seriously considering it. The anxiety was getting to me that much. But I was smart enough to text my brother & let him help me & see what a wreck I was.
I'm very proud of myself & the decisions I have made this week onward & upwards !!!!!
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Originally Posted by Dee74 
I'm proud of you too Dennis - great stuff 
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Originally Posted by gettingsmarter
That's great Dennis. Keep it up.
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The fact that my biggest demon can be tamed opens the possibilities of actually living & not just existing.. Which I am barely doing .. I can't shed the feeling I'm not supposed to be here. But that's a story for another day :p
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Originally Posted by AugustWest11
The small amount of xanax they just gave me is working miracles .... I can see why freaks abuse them ....
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Originally Posted by Weaver
I guess we are all freaks in one way or another eh? Some freaks abuse Xanax and some freaks abuse alcohol. ;-)
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Originally Posted by Inchworm
Good work! I can just hear the pride!
j\k looking back on it; talking to my brothers & mom they made me realize that I actually have done a great job & 1st time ever in my life commended me on everything.My younger brother was present for my last slip & was pretty vocal at the hospital how disgusted & so on he was. My family has never EVER addressed my drinking. My life was so "drug world" oriented my older brother was shocked when I begin answering some questions, since I was being 100%...
Our family dynamic is a strange one; whose isn't right ?!? But due to the last 2 weeks were actually closer than we've ever been. Which is helping me cope a hell of allot better. I don't feel as much the black sheep anymore. Although after hearing my brothers talk to all the nurses & doctors; I do kind of feel like the baby & not middle child haha
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Originally Posted by CaseyW
Dennis, I've been reading your posts off and on for going on two years now. Reading this thread makes me smile to see you on the right path. Keep on truckin', buddy!
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Originally Posted by AugustWest11
Thanx a bunch !! Been a long road; but my family has come to my back & I'm focused again .. I hate that I have to rely on pills; but seeing the attacks I've had as of late, its just what I needed. I'm in pain still but I can function mentally ...
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Hey man. Good for you. You don't need to "hate" it. Your Dr prescribed them and it seems as if you are using them responsibly. Don't feel bad about that.
Well done
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Originally Posted by Weaver
Hey man. Good for you. You don't need to "hate" it. Your Dr prescribed them and it seems as if you are using them responsibly. Don't feel bad about that.
Well done
Having my younger Bro check in on me noids me out a bit though hahaha
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