I'm drunk now
I'm drunk now
i have several shots of vodka left yet im sick of myself. know what detox is like . want to make husband happy.just typing this took a lifetime. i cant even type the whole thing and keep swearing
It's so hard to stop, isn't it? I just kept disappointing myself, over and over. I had to physically remove myself from my situation to give myself a fighting chance. I checked myself in for hospital detox and then inpatient treatment. Going for detox was a lovely experience. I knew someone would look out for me. I was given medication and withdrawal wasn't bad. I could rest and sleep and not worry. For so long I hadn't taken care of myself that it was new and strange and wonderful being looked after.
Please consider it.
Please consider it.
I don't have the choice of a medical detox. I have to don it while working the phones from home with husband who works same co He is so tired of it and doesn't understand a person like me who's have maybe 6 shots left in bottle so tonight/after 5:20 to tomorrow will be worst then hopefully have a Memorial weekend I remember for once
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Location: Dallas, Texas
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I am also a fellow Michigander (transplanted to Texas).
Pretty sure you can't be doing your phone job drunk for much longer. Drunks and work don't mix as a rule. Soooooooo.... detox still remains your first good option. Can hubby help you Bossybutt?
What area of Michigan are you in? Maybe I can help refer you somewhere.
Pretty sure you can't be doing your phone job drunk for much longer. Drunks and work don't mix as a rule. Soooooooo.... detox still remains your first good option. Can hubby help you Bossybutt?
What area of Michigan are you in? Maybe I can help refer you somewhere.
I don't have the choice of a medical detox. I have to don it while working the phones from home with husband who works same co He is so tired of it and doesn't understand a person like me who's have maybe 6 shots left in bottle so tonight/after 5:20 to tomorrow will be worst then hopefully have a Memorial weekend I remember for once
Sorry you're going through this, bossy. I'm glad you wanted to talk about it though. I hope you'll keep posting. We all understand the challenges - and we can really help each other. You're not alone.
I just read a post of yours on another thread. Anorexia, neuropathy, fearing a fall in the shower. Sounds very much like me at the end.
You said medical detox isn't an option. Is that by choice or because of insurance? If by choice, I'd think again. If not by choice there are low or no cost options. How long do you think you will be able to function at all at this rate? Seriously. You won't be able to. Your life is more valuable than work.
I hope you dumped what you had or at the very least, you didn't go out for more.
You said medical detox isn't an option. Is that by choice or because of insurance? If by choice, I'd think again. If not by choice there are low or no cost options. How long do you think you will be able to function at all at this rate? Seriously. You won't be able to. Your life is more valuable than work.
I hope you dumped what you had or at the very least, you didn't go out for more.
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I have been sober since 01/02/15
I don't think any drunk will pour it out once we start we already f@$!×$ Up. That would be impossible for me to do. It's not the bottle that's the problem it's the very first sip. Without the first sip you will never get to the 50th sip. This is my first post ;-)
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