Resurrection
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Join Date: Apr 2015
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Resurrection
Today is day 1 for me! No better day than Easter! New beginnings. I've put together a sober year here, a sober year there, but it's never stuck. I've been back to drinking for about a year. It's really messing things up. My anxiety and depression is through the roof. I'm so disappointed in myself. I black out almost every time I drink, which is about once per week. I don't respect myself anymore. Ugh, I'm done. I'm not going to pick up the first drink. I may go to AA again. My last and only sponsor went back out and that was the beginning of my demise. Sucks that it happened, but it did. Hard to trust another sponsor now. Or have a desire to find one. Regardless, I won't drink today. I'm looking,G forward to lots and lots of sober days ahead!!! One day at a time! Thanks, everyone, for being here. It's a lonely disease.
Sober since October
Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: In the world in my eyes...Somewhere I've never been before...
Posts: 7,355
Hi, Kylaj.
Welcome to SR and congrats on decision to kick out the drink.
You'll find lots of support here. And for sure you will never be lonely at this place.
Keep posting.
Best wishes to you.
Welcome to SR and congrats on decision to kick out the drink.
You'll find lots of support here. And for sure you will never be lonely at this place.
Keep posting.
Best wishes to you.
A Day at a Time
Join Date: Sep 2012
Location: Grand Rapids MI
Posts: 6,435
Welcome to day one.
If sponsors used the same criteria for sponsees that you used for sponsors I don't think things would work very well.
We all have the potential to drink but we help each other to stay sober today
If sponsors used the same criteria for sponsees that you used for sponsors I don't think things would work very well.
We all have the potential to drink but we help each other to stay sober today
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