daydreamer0217

I don't wake up right away in the mornings and start crying anymore. Sometimes I can go hours and not think or dwell on anything. and then some days. like today, I am just plain old tired.

I don't want to hurt anymore, I don't want to miss him anymore. He is sober now, he is in a a good place. he isn't looking back. So, come on girl... put your big girl panties on and stop. Just be done with it. I just want it all to be a dream a nightmare that I wake up from. Please... I want one day that I do not feel sad.

hopeful4

It's grief. It's ok to hurt. It will get better with time, I promise.

XXX

eyeoftheholder

daydreamer sorry you are going through this and I can completely identify with the loss of your relationship of the man you loved.
I spend most of my spare time on SR now as their are patterns in the alcoholics behaviour and the co dependants behaviour and Im learning more and more every day.
Despite all the tears like you
SR is keeping me sane and right now Im not crying and thinking about him Im thinking about my recovery healing getting well and loving myself.
Much love <3

dandylion

daydreamer....it has been a short time--on terms of grieving. It takes as long as it takes...but, it will pass. You will not always feel this way.

dandylion

daydreamer0217

thanks guys. <3

Katchie

Yes, grief. I've been in that stage off and on for 2 years. When it visits, give it its time, and as you do you will begin to heal more and more until the tears are no more. HUGS!!

lizatola

I'm so sorry you are hurting. Grief is just part of the process of letting go. My sponsor always tells me, "this too shall pass" and I know that sometimes I just wish it would pass faster. Hang in there....time does heal all wounds.