Hi folks- remember me?
Hi folks- remember me?
Hello. I am Mikefreak, & I was a regular on this sit Round 4-5 years ago. At one point I had sober time of two years & ten months....
THEN guess what the hell happened?!!!
I've heard that the first relapse after being sober for awhile is worse than getting sober in the first place. I would have to agree. TOTALED my wife's car on booze and kilonopins, landing on its side. I could have killed someone ( not to mention myself), though I got a broken eye socket for all my trouble.when I got out of jail, my wife,understandably threw me out of the house- for 15 cold, hellish, hungry days.
Once word got around NO ONE would lift a finger to help me (not that I deserved it).i'll get around All the booze-pill fueled insanity in the coming weeks, but I wanted to warn you going back is NOT WORTH It. Talk about rock bottom! I wish to come back to sober recovery & get it together THIS TIME. I have about a month in & you'll be hearing from me ..A LOT.
THEN guess what the hell happened?!!!
I've heard that the first relapse after being sober for awhile is worse than getting sober in the first place. I would have to agree. TOTALED my wife's car on booze and kilonopins, landing on its side. I could have killed someone ( not to mention myself), though I got a broken eye socket for all my trouble.when I got out of jail, my wife,understandably threw me out of the house- for 15 cold, hellish, hungry days.
Once word got around NO ONE would lift a finger to help me (not that I deserved it).i'll get around All the booze-pill fueled insanity in the coming weeks, but I wanted to warn you going back is NOT WORTH It. Talk about rock bottom! I wish to come back to sober recovery & get it together THIS TIME. I have about a month in & you'll be hearing from me ..A LOT.
Welcome back Mike, sounds like a tough time. My relapse was pretty bad too, not worse than getting sober the first time I don't think but I think I felt worse having got some sober time under my belt..
A sober day is yours to keep no matter what comes before or after.
Hope you find lots of support here
NGB
A sober day is yours to keep no matter what comes before or after.
Hope you find lots of support here
NGB
I sure do remember you Mike. Sorry you've been through a nightmare, but happy you found your way back to us. I had that experience too. I'd been sober a few years and started up again. I almost didn't make it back. Never again.
You can do it Mike - keep on posting.
You can do it Mike - keep on posting.
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