Hello! New here, and ready to change.
Hello! New here, and ready to change.
Just wanted to say hello. I've been reading this forum for a while but have just joined today. I've tried several times to quit drinking without lasting success, but am feeling more determined than ever at this point. I've amassed all the proof I could ever need that I'm unable to drink moderately, and the few occasions when I am able to, I'm miserable. I've been drinking for 15 years, and almost daily for the last 5. At this point it's far more of a compulsion than a pleasure, and I'm tired of the insane price I pay in all realms of my life for this addiction. I just want to quit for good, and come to a place where I no longer desire it. Reading many of your posts, I'm optimistic that this could be possible for me.
Today is day 1. This forum seems great and I'm looking forward to being a part of it. Thanks.
Today is day 1. This forum seems great and I'm looking forward to being a part of it. Thanks.
Hi Thursday,
I've been a heavy drinker all my life. 57 now. I was gradually using alcohol more and more and no longer getting pleasure from it. Mainly hangovers, depression and anxiety. You will find heaps of support here, you get as much help as u ask for and just writing things down helps straighten things up in your mind.
I'm almost 3 months sober now 11 weeks actually. I have found tremendous support on this site and its always somewhere to go. When you think you are alone just read here. So many stories so like our own. Thinking of you. Stay strong It really does get better. I never thought I could feel this good.
I've been a heavy drinker all my life. 57 now. I was gradually using alcohol more and more and no longer getting pleasure from it. Mainly hangovers, depression and anxiety. You will find heaps of support here, you get as much help as u ask for and just writing things down helps straighten things up in your mind.
I'm almost 3 months sober now 11 weeks actually. I have found tremendous support on this site and its always somewhere to go. When you think you are alone just read here. So many stories so like our own. Thinking of you. Stay strong It really does get better. I never thought I could feel this good.
Such quick responses! Hi everyone.
I'm really hoping that this is the time that I'll make it. Something feels different. I put together a few months sober last year and it was great, but after a big move I just lost it. My drinking since then has convinced me that this is not the life I want, and that moderation isn't a viable option. Maybe I believe that now more than I did before. In any case, I'm feeling ready to do whatever I need to do to stay on track and away from booze. I think it really is about putting sobriety first. Clearly nothing in my life works when I'm drinking, so it should be my top priority!
This seems like an incredibly helpful and supportive community. It's so easy to feel isolated and alone in alcoholism.
I'm really hoping that this is the time that I'll make it. Something feels different. I put together a few months sober last year and it was great, but after a big move I just lost it. My drinking since then has convinced me that this is not the life I want, and that moderation isn't a viable option. Maybe I believe that now more than I did before. In any case, I'm feeling ready to do whatever I need to do to stay on track and away from booze. I think it really is about putting sobriety first. Clearly nothing in my life works when I'm drinking, so it should be my top priority!
This seems like an incredibly helpful and supportive community. It's so easy to feel isolated and alone in alcoholism.
Welcome to SR, thursdayborn. I am really encouraged by a few things that you said. First, you seem to have it figured out that quitting is an all or nothing proposition. Moderation is not an option. Many of us needed years of fooling ourselves before we finally figured that out.
Second, you recognize your drinking to be based on a compulsion, rather than a free will choice. In my final years of drinking, I found myself drinking even though I didn't want to drink. I needed to drink.
So, congratulations on "getting it" so early. Now, you just need to grit your teeth and grind this out.
Good luck. I hope you will post often and let us know how you are doing. I am glad you are here with us.
Second, you recognize your drinking to be based on a compulsion, rather than a free will choice. In my final years of drinking, I found myself drinking even though I didn't want to drink. I needed to drink.
So, congratulations on "getting it" so early. Now, you just need to grit your teeth and grind this out.
Good luck. I hope you will post often and let us know how you are doing. I am glad you are here with us.
Welcome to SR, thursdayborn. I am really encouraged by a few things that you said. First, you seem to have it figured out that quitting is an all or nothing proposition. Moderation is not an option. Many of us needed years of fooling ourselves before we finally figured that out.
Second, you recognize your drinking to be based on a compulsion, rather than a free will choice. In my final years of drinking, I found myself drinking even though I didn't want to drink. I needed to drink.
So, congratulations on "getting it" so early. Now, you just need to grit your teeth and grind this out.
Good luck. I hope you will post often and let us know how you are doing. I am glad you are here with us.
Second, you recognize your drinking to be based on a compulsion, rather than a free will choice. In my final years of drinking, I found myself drinking even though I didn't want to drink. I needed to drink.
So, congratulations on "getting it" so early. Now, you just need to grit your teeth and grind this out.
Good luck. I hope you will post often and let us know how you are doing. I am glad you are here with us.
I was on a flight with free drinks not long ago. I'd had several and most of the other passengers had fallen asleep. Despite total embarrassment, I kept asking the attendant for more and more and still couldn't get any sort of buzz or get to sleep. I felt foggy but not good, not tired - just utterly compelled to keep drinking despite the shame. It was such a horrible, though familiar, feeling to demand so much alcohol and just keep wanting more.
One or two drinks has never been enough for me.
Welcome, thursdayborn, to SR. Congratulations on your desire to stop drinking and for recognizing that moderation doesn't work for you.
And, yes, putting sobriety first is hugely important.
Seems as though you are at a great point to launch your sobriety efforts.
We are here for you 24/7/365; glad you found SR.
And, yes, putting sobriety first is hugely important.
Seems as though you are at a great point to launch your sobriety efforts.
We are here for you 24/7/365; glad you found SR.
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Hello, I'm new here too. You sound a lot like me and my drinking habits. I'm on Day 7 now, and if I can do it after nearly 15 years of daily heavy drinking then you can most definitely too. Not to say it is or has been easy, but glad I found this site of others who share similar experiences.
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Hi, Thursday. You story sounds just like mine. I wanted SO badly to be able to drink in moderation. But whenever I forced myself to limit my intake, I was totally miserable. I'm actually happier now being abstinent than I was during those futile moderation experiments which always ended up with my drinking as much as before, if not more.
Good for you, and keep going! I suggest you find as much support as possible from people who understand what you've been through and what you will face as you transition to a sober life.
Today is my 13th day sober. I never thought I would make it this long. Support of others (for me, AA has been a big piece) has helped tremendously.
Good for you, and keep going! I suggest you find as much support as possible from people who understand what you've been through and what you will face as you transition to a sober life.
Today is my 13th day sober. I never thought I would make it this long. Support of others (for me, AA has been a big piece) has helped tremendously.
I smiled through my own shame reading your airplane story. I did the same exact thing flying NY to Paris ... Drank, drank, and drank long after everyone had gone to sleep. It was so embarrassing but I just kept hitting the call button for the attendant to bring more wine. After about 5 hours of steady drinking she had finally had enough and screamed at me IT IS NOT POSSIBLE in her French accent ... she was loud and I made a scene and it was all absolutely mortifying. I cringe every time I think of my behavior that trip.
I smiled through my own shame reading your airplane story. I did the same exact thing flying NY to Paris ... Drank, drank, and drank long after everyone had gone to sleep. It was so embarrassing but I just kept hitting the call button for the attendant to bring more wine. After about 5 hours of steady drinking she had finally had enough and screamed at me IT IS NOT POSSIBLE in her French accent ... she was loud and I made a scene and it was all absolutely mortifying. I cringe every time I think of my behavior that trip.
Ha!! And then you're trapped there on the plane. Oh this is bringing back a lot of airplane/airport memories....I can't wait to get to a point where I'm not wanting to drink every time I'm within a mile of an airplane.
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