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Old 03-03-2015, 06:06 PM
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I was scared

I was scared to quit drinking. Scared from reading too much on the internet about alcohol withdraw. Surely after 8 years of drinking (or more) I was going to have the worst possible withdrawals and die. My mind kept telling me that if I didn't drink, I would die. I guess that was my AV talking?

The rational part of me told me that if I did drink, I would die.

It was a long battle, but finally my rational side won. And I hope that it continues to win.

If you are reading this and struggling, remember this. You too can have your own victory.
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Old 03-03-2015, 06:28 PM
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Congratulations! I'm curious though... how bad were your withdrawals? Were you a daily drinker before or a binge drinker? Almost 24 hours through the first day of complete abstinence (Went from 20+ drinks post recovery, to 7 the next day to 4 spaced out by 12 hours yesterday). Hope I'm not in for a rough night!
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Very inspiring post Jillian!
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Old 03-03-2015, 06:32 PM
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Originally Posted by ShaneWhite View Post
Congratulations! I'm curious though... how bad were your withdrawals? Were you a daily drinker before or a binge drinker? Almost 24 hours through the first day of complete abstinence (Went from 20+ drinks post recovery, to 7 the next day to 4 spaced out by 12 hours yesterday). Hope I'm not in for a rough night!
My acute withdrawal lasted three or four days, with overwhelming anxiety being the worst symptom.

If you start feeling bad, please get medical help. Alcohol withdrawal can be dangerous. Be safe.
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Deleted...I meant to start a new thread!
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Old 03-03-2015, 07:19 PM
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Originally Posted by ShaneWhite View Post
Congratulations! I'm curious though... how bad were your withdrawals? Were you a daily drinker before or a binge drinker? Almost 24 hours through the first day of complete abstinence (Went from 20+ drinks post recovery, to 7 the next day to 4 spaced out by 12 hours yesterday). Hope I'm not in for a rough night!
Shane, luckily I didn't really have any symptoms. Anxiety and shakes first day and second, few headaches. That's it!
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Very nice post, Jillian; thank you.
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Thanks!
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Old 03-04-2015, 05:43 AM
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Took a few days for me to be able to face the world. As Least says, the anxiety was the main thing. But really it wasnīt as bad as my imagination.

A way down the road I still donīt sleep so well but that seems to be my only visible scar. Today I can live deliberately and tend to face up to things much more. Life is better.
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Old 03-04-2015, 06:17 AM
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Jillian, it really does take courage to begin recovery and I'm glad things are going well for you.
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Old 03-04-2015, 06:43 AM
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Sobermax, life really is better!

Thanks Anna! I continue to feel excited

Shane, how are you feeling this morning? Is this day 2?
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Nice post Jillian
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Old 03-04-2015, 07:43 AM
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I like your post Jillian. Very nice.
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Old 03-04-2015, 07:56 AM
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Thanks for the perspective Jillian! You are right on the money!
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Old 03-04-2015, 09:01 AM
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Great post Jillian!!
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