just had some bad news
Earth Child
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just had some bad news
i just had some bad news involving my sister
i have to keep it to myself until i know whats going on
right now i feel like cutting , drinking and drugs
( yip all 3 )
good thing my husband keeps all the money or id be done
it hurts so much
keep thinking i made my sister ill my fault ...feel like i need to wear gloves and clean keep its all clean did i make her ill
i need to use logic of course i didnt make her ill
people get sick its part of life
Sorry
i have to keep it to myself until i know whats going on
right now i feel like cutting , drinking and drugs
( yip all 3 )
good thing my husband keeps all the money or id be done
it hurts so much
keep thinking i made my sister ill my fault ...feel like i need to wear gloves and clean keep its all clean did i make her ill
i need to use logic of course i didnt make her ill
people get sick its part of life
Sorry
Earth Child
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its 3.25 am i found out about going on from my sister on facebook
normally id be sleeping my husband is awake too he playing online game with friends in us thats why he is up
thank you soberwolf
normally id be sleeping my husband is awake too he playing online game with friends in us thats why he is up
thank you soberwolf
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sober
I love this song too
https://www.youtube.com/results?sear...k+sober+lyrics
there are no problems that drinking/drugging won't make worse.
Sorry about your sister. Do you believe she would want you to hurt yourself because of her? How would that help? Think
peace-Jonathan
https://www.youtube.com/results?sear...k+sober+lyrics
there are no problems that drinking/drugging won't make worse.
Sorry about your sister. Do you believe she would want you to hurt yourself because of her? How would that help? Think
peace-Jonathan
Earth Child
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Managed to get some sleep
am ok i didnt do anything to myself
my husband is sleeping at the moment listening to sober pink
i love that song so much
( my husband is going to get sick of it once he has woke up lol)
i hope you all are doing well
am ok i didnt do anything to myself
my husband is sleeping at the moment listening to sober pink
i love that song so much
( my husband is going to get sick of it once he has woke up lol)
i hope you all are doing well
Earth Child
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am scared am going to loose my sister already lost my step dad he killed himself a few years ago
i cant loose anyone else ...
temped to go into them bin and gets the blades (gross i know )
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Hurting yourself would not change your sisters situation my dear friend.
If there is anything you can do to help yourself and her is to get help, get better, and and good doze of prayers.
Bad things in life will happen, that's why it is called life. The only thing we can all do is to live a good life, and see the good things in life instead of the bad. Go to a park with your husband, go see the children smiling and having fun. See how they don't worry, find the child within.
If there is anything you can do to help yourself and her is to get help, get better, and and good doze of prayers.
Bad things in life will happen, that's why it is called life. The only thing we can all do is to live a good life, and see the good things in life instead of the bad. Go to a park with your husband, go see the children smiling and having fun. See how they don't worry, find the child within.
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Hard times are a true test of sobriety, but being present for your sister is so important. It will make you feel better, too, if you are part of the cure rather than the problem. And drinking makes us a problem, right away. Stay strong and best to your sister.
Earth Child
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Thank you everyone
Av kept myself busy done shopping on the forum seeing if anyone needs support
face to face AA meeting at 5pm /5.30pm
my husband is come with me but he said he not coming in in in with me he will sit somewhere until the meeting id over he has a book he can read
Av kept myself busy done shopping on the forum seeing if anyone needs support
face to face AA meeting at 5pm /5.30pm
my husband is come with me but he said he not coming in in in with me he will sit somewhere until the meeting id over he has a book he can read
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Is this your first time in A.A.?
I found the 12 steps were the only thing that saved me after 30 years of trying it MY way. It does sound like you may need more help. I once dated a cutter, She had to go in patient. We are not Doctors here, but we are all here to support you. Keep listening to pink 'Sober'. It's a great song for us.
Don't listen to your AV. keep doing the next right thing. Your sister and we all need you.
peace-Jonathan
I found the 12 steps were the only thing that saved me after 30 years of trying it MY way. It does sound like you may need more help. I once dated a cutter, She had to go in patient. We are not Doctors here, but we are all here to support you. Keep listening to pink 'Sober'. It's a great song for us.
Don't listen to your AV. keep doing the next right thing. Your sister and we all need you.
peace-Jonathan
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You are perfect
Dark,
Here's another song from Pink, when you get tired of Sober. What a great talent. besides her voice she is an acrobat in concert.
This one goes out to you and your sister.
peace-Jonathan
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I1-Yl50nCX4
Skip the bit about an ice cold beer. LOL
Here's another song from Pink, when you get tired of Sober. What a great talent. besides her voice she is an acrobat in concert.
This one goes out to you and your sister.
peace-Jonathan
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I1-Yl50nCX4
Skip the bit about an ice cold beer. LOL
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Originally Posted by Redemption28 
Do you suffer from OCD? Sounds like it. Those thoughts are only liars, don't listen to them. There is help available for it. Be well.
its 8.43 in the evening here just had dinner take away it was nice
i try not listen to the thing in my head but they upset me so i have to do things that calm me down like cleaning and other things that i do to make myself calm
am ok i just think too much
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