Greetings from a public library missed you all
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Greetings from a public library missed you all
I fallen into a communication well so it seems. I have no phone or internet, and my cell phones ran out of minutes. I am behind the internet communication iron curtain it is kind of lonely here Earlier this month I did the absolute unthinkable. I missed a court date, lucky for me my attorney cover my arse, but it was looking bleak there for awhile.
After I missed my court date ( judges hate when you do that) I got some special treatment. I was ordered to show up for mental health court, and well no need to worry this time. Its a special program for people with mental health issues to work on their issues and get there kids back. Although signing up is voluntary, in my case it isn't.
They told me when I first signed up for this site one day people are going to get sick of you and your not going to have any more bridges. Guess what in real life that day has sailed for me. NOBODY and I mean nobody cares anymore. People are literally not taking my calls or emails anymore. And when the do the message I get is go away! We given you all the advice we can give but if you don't want to quit nobody is going to force you ( well except the judge). Yes I am half joking about it because I trying to find a little light in a dark place.
I am quasi sober, I've slipped a couple of times, but I am mostly holding it together since the last time I posted. Going to sign up for mental health court, and thats a big step then I will have to be in court every 2 weeks for 15 months. Its no joke, do what the say or poof your kid is gone for good. The judges message was loud and clear this time round......
Off for now, try to get back to the library later today to read your responses.
After I missed my court date ( judges hate when you do that) I got some special treatment. I was ordered to show up for mental health court, and well no need to worry this time. Its a special program for people with mental health issues to work on their issues and get there kids back. Although signing up is voluntary, in my case it isn't.
They told me when I first signed up for this site one day people are going to get sick of you and your not going to have any more bridges. Guess what in real life that day has sailed for me. NOBODY and I mean nobody cares anymore. People are literally not taking my calls or emails anymore. And when the do the message I get is go away! We given you all the advice we can give but if you don't want to quit nobody is going to force you ( well except the judge). Yes I am half joking about it because I trying to find a little light in a dark place.
I am quasi sober, I've slipped a couple of times, but I am mostly holding it together since the last time I posted. Going to sign up for mental health court, and thats a big step then I will have to be in court every 2 weeks for 15 months. Its no joke, do what the say or poof your kid is gone for good. The judges message was loud and clear this time round......
Off for now, try to get back to the library later today to read your responses.
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Good to hear from you Jeremy and I really hope that Mental Health Court helps and that you stop screwing around and get serious about being totally abstinent from alcohol.
"I am quasi sober"??? Remember who you are talking to here? LOL it does not work with us. We all know what "quasi sober" means for an alcoholic just like us so save that quack for the judge (and good luck with that!)
Anyway, what are you planning to do aside from MHC? Are you going back to AA?
Take care of yourself, you are worth it.
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"I am quasi sober"??? Remember who you are talking to here? LOL it does not work with us. We all know what "quasi sober" means for an alcoholic just like us so save that quack for the judge (and good luck with that!)
Anyway, what are you planning to do aside from MHC? Are you going back to AA?
Take care of yourself, you are worth it.
Hugs
I will NOT drink to that!
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Originally Posted by Thepatman 
He's back! Glad you made your way back to the family Jeremy.
Looks like you are still jabbing at this, good stuff!
Looks like you are still jabbing at this, good stuff!
All of the above!
I am so glad you are going to get help, Jeremy. You deserve a happy life with your child. Keep coming back as often as you can.
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Do whatever you need to but stop and stay stopped.
A bright future growing up with your child or.....
Let's not think about that.
Keep on keeping on
Driving my wagon of hope through beautiful views on my road to myself
A bright future growing up with your child or.....
Let's not think about that.
Keep on keeping on
Driving my wagon of hope through beautiful views on my road to myself
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Alright!!! I was stoked to see your post, Jeremy. No lie, I've been thinking about you a lot and hoping things were okay. I realized given all the stuff on your plate that you probably didn't have access to SR. Thanks for checking in!
I hope that along with all the responsibilities you've been given than you have some resources, too. I hope you've been given some tools to help you get well.
Good luck, TDG! My best wishes for you and your little girl, and for your wife as well.
I hope that along with all the responsibilities you've been given than you have some resources, too. I hope you've been given some tools to help you get well.
Good luck, TDG! My best wishes for you and your little girl, and for your wife as well.
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