An agent of recovery, time to do it, and get better
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An agent of recovery, time to do it, and get better
So, the song by Adele Speaks the truth, "should I give up or just keep chasing pavements even it lead no where".. Well I am not going to give up. This is it, I've decided to "give up".
No more excuses, I am ready to do what ever the professionals tell me to do, IOP or IP, I am done using mental illness as an excuse, Yeah, I have many mental issues, but medicated I am not unlike anyone else.
So off to get my evaluation with Bristlecone, daily AA and doing all I can do achieve sobriety. With the help of this community and others, I think I am ready.
I am not sure what to expect, I don't know what lies ahead, but I know I want to put my personal hell behind me. The hell with this life, its sad and depressing, has little value, and makes me want to cray daily. If you knew all the ambulances that have been called because I thought I was going to die. All the times I was told to just calm down " you're going to be ok".... I am done I ma just done.
So today is the absolute day with the cable company, I am going to be gone other than the library internet access for awhile. I will try to update ever other day or so. I am safe and sober though! I don't know I have the answers but feel better and ready to just ride out the hell I created.
Good day, thanks for reading. Jeremy
No more excuses, I am ready to do what ever the professionals tell me to do, IOP or IP, I am done using mental illness as an excuse, Yeah, I have many mental issues, but medicated I am not unlike anyone else.
So off to get my evaluation with Bristlecone, daily AA and doing all I can do achieve sobriety. With the help of this community and others, I think I am ready.
I am not sure what to expect, I don't know what lies ahead, but I know I want to put my personal hell behind me. The hell with this life, its sad and depressing, has little value, and makes me want to cray daily. If you knew all the ambulances that have been called because I thought I was going to die. All the times I was told to just calm down " you're going to be ok".... I am done I ma just done.
So today is the absolute day with the cable company, I am going to be gone other than the library internet access for awhile. I will try to update ever other day or so. I am safe and sober though! I don't know I have the answers but feel better and ready to just ride out the hell I created.
Good day, thanks for reading. Jeremy
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Join Date: Mar 2013
Location: Georgia
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Sorry for the following, apophylite.
Jeremy, luck is not a factor. YOU want to do this, YOU do it. You know we support you and will be here whenever you reach out. YOU have to do this. To use a gross example: YOU can get up and go to the bathroom or you can sit there and crap your pants.
Get up, Jeremy.
Jeremy, luck is not a factor. YOU want to do this, YOU do it. You know we support you and will be here whenever you reach out. YOU have to do this. To use a gross example: YOU can get up and go to the bathroom or you can sit there and crap your pants.
Get up, Jeremy.
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