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Join Date: Jul 2004
Location: Ont. Canada
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Good morning to everyone. Funny how we say not me I don't have drinking problem.Yet! a bottle some how gets empty. "To be free of a influence of an intoxicant" On Sunday past I moved my computer to a suitable area, I felt so good getting this job done, finally. I procrastinated long enough I knew the job it would be with wires /hook up /desk etc. I still had 1/2 bottle of rum in the house even after my cut off date which was July 28/04.Wanted to prove to myself I could handle having it in my home. "NA" I sat back with rum in hand and drank to my well deserved job today with a additude of look at what I've done.I'm tired of beating my self up. I quit smoking four yrs ago.I can do this stop no more crutches.I have lost three brothers far too young from drinking .Thanx again for this site & to all of you out there.... "Failure is not falling down.But refusing to get up"
(((((((Breeze ))))))) Wonderful quote & glad your getting up again.
One of my favorite quotes -
"My only choice left, was to go right. I left the bottle and went right into A.A. I hope & pray to remain with both left and right feet."
Kiss Heart of Spirit In Love & Service,
Three Legs
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One of my favorite quotes -
"My only choice left, was to go right. I left the bottle and went right into A.A. I hope & pray to remain with both left and right feet."
Kiss Heart of Spirit In Love & Service,
Three Legs
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You're right it is time to pick yourself up and move upward & onward because I was told once that as an alcoholic & an addict I was expected to relapse or as I say (since I personally do not believe in relapse), I was expected to make that conscious &/or unconscious decision to get messed up...but now that I am 22 days away from having 2 years of clean & sober time, I believe that I am expected to do whatever it takes to stay clean & sober at all times...no exceptions...so I hope that maybe I helped you &/or someone else out just a little bit today!! Love ya!! Luv, Samantha
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