well
well
Still sober; an honestly don't care. Seems the grand scheme is to slowly make me suffer. My father had a stroke last night :'( it saddens me greatly cause he can no longer communicate.
Seems I'm destined to die in this he11hole I wanted to get out of for all those years. Ehhh guess I'll deal.
Dennis
Sent from my Nexus 7 using Sober Recovery
Seems I'm destined to die in this he11hole I wanted to get out of for all those years. Ehhh guess I'll deal.
Dennis
Sent from my Nexus 7 using Sober Recovery
I'm sorry to hear that your dad had a stroke. That's very sad. Even if he can't communicate I'm sure he probably senses that you are there and care. If you are anything like me, I wouldn't be there if I were still drinking. Hang in there. Sometimes life throws a wrench in the works but you can get through it.
Sorry about your dad, Dennis. I hope he recovers from it. Don't let it ruin you though- I can't imagine he would want that. You've had to deal with a lot of s**t, that is true. But you know what they say- if you're going through hell...keep going!
Hang in there, August.
Hang in there, August.
Dennis
But I'll get back on my feet again someday,
The good Lord willin', if He says I may.
I know that the life i'm livin's no good,
I'll get a new start, live the life I should.
I'll get up and fly away, I'll get up and fly away, fly away.
I'm so sorry about you dad!
As an onlooker, and I hope you know I'm coming from a good place, your living your life as an observer. Sitting watching life happen around you. Often the solution seems far more daunting than our problems. But, if you don't jump you'll never fly.
Even with all the pain you carry, if you really look around you'll see how beautiful life is, when you step outside your head.
As an onlooker, and I hope you know I'm coming from a good place, your living your life as an observer. Sitting watching life happen around you. Often the solution seems far more daunting than our problems. But, if you don't jump you'll never fly.
Even with all the pain you carry, if you really look around you'll see how beautiful life is, when you step outside your head.
I'm sorry about your Dad Dennis, I hope that it comforts you and him that you are together. Stroke victims understand a great deal even when they can't communicate and even though your Dad can't presently communicate doesn't mean he won't again.
But I'll get back on my feet again someday,
The good Lord willin', if He says I may.
I know that the life i'm livin's no good,
I'll get a new start, live the life I should.
I'll get up and fly away, I'll get up and fly away, fly away.
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