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Hey everyone, today I am not doing so good, I had my first grandson two weeks ago, and my daughter told me Sunday I couldn't not see him til I got help, I only do it when I am around it. If I could get a job n a home my life would b doing a turn around. I have lost my sister, aunts cousins and now my grandson. I had 10/hlf yrs clean, til last October, I hit bottom quick didn't make it til April and I went too detox, done me well, got me off the pain meds, but the cravin for speed which meth does for me. Always bit me in but, because I didn't come up after detox. I also started loosin family n friends that I trusted wit everything and would give me wise tails. Great advise.i don't feel that I need recovery, feel I need My God here wit me that I have turn my back too, I am scared too go too him, like I should, I need someone too push me back in the front doors of church and the rooms, get involved. New play grounds and pate mate
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Join Date: Feb 2014
Location: East Coast USA
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Welcome to SR, newlife. You will find an abundance of support, encouragement and understanding here.
Congratulations on your new grandson; it must be very difficult not to see him. Your daughter is now a mother herself and she is reacting as mothers do - they instinctively protect their children; hope is not lost - you have been clean before (10 years is fantastic) and you can do it again.
You mentioned that you could turn your life around if you could get a job and home; could it be just the opposite (and I offer this question with the utmost compassion) - if you turned your life around by becoming clean again, the job and home could become a possibility???
Maybe, give detox another round; walk back through those church doors - sit down and listen and absorb; go to AA/NA meetings; rehab?
Keep posting, newlife. The people here really do care and want to see you succeed and be happy.
Congratulations on your new grandson; it must be very difficult not to see him. Your daughter is now a mother herself and she is reacting as mothers do - they instinctively protect their children; hope is not lost - you have been clean before (10 years is fantastic) and you can do it again.
You mentioned that you could turn your life around if you could get a job and home; could it be just the opposite (and I offer this question with the utmost compassion) - if you turned your life around by becoming clean again, the job and home could become a possibility???
Maybe, give detox another round; walk back through those church doors - sit down and listen and absorb; go to AA/NA meetings; rehab?
Keep posting, newlife. The people here really do care and want to see you succeed and be happy.
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Join Date: Aug 2014
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No one can push you you have to walk through the door yourself but we are all walking with you tho and youl find a ton of support
You had 10 & a half years sober you know you can do it because you have done it before (Congratulations btw)
check out this link see if it helps Substance Abuse - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
Good luck my friend and god is with you, you just dont realise it http://www.emergence-international.o...n-the-sand.jpg
You had 10 & a half years sober you know you can do it because you have done it before (Congratulations btw)
check out this link see if it helps Substance Abuse - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
Good luck my friend and god is with you, you just dont realise it http://www.emergence-international.o...n-the-sand.jpg
I hope the support here can help you get clean for good. Administrator
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I hope you can begin to live a sober life. Your daughter is protecting her child as well as she can. It's up to you to step up and make the changes you need to make to be able to know your new grandson.
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