Coming up to a week sober
Coming up to a week sober
Hi guys,
Had a stressful day as the result of things not going my way and me not liking it. Lol. And guess what they don't go my way all the time, but when I react I get stressed. I did think of a drink for a split second and the enemy did throw in its comments of might as well. Its almost like a child throwing a tantrum because it can't have an ice cream. I actually laughed and told it to f off and just laughed at myself. I'm just a human being. I get stressed. I get angry. But as long as I stay rational I'll get through my first full week sober in over a year! I know on my own I can't do this at all. A week! I could barely get a day! But with you guys and AA I have faith and I'm finding my path slowly by testing what works for me. I haven't believed one size fits all for a long time. I tried pure AA and failed. Pure RR and failed. Pure on my own and failed. So now I'm arming myself with what ever and everything and marching on trying to find what works for me.
Had a stressful day as the result of things not going my way and me not liking it. Lol. And guess what they don't go my way all the time, but when I react I get stressed. I did think of a drink for a split second and the enemy did throw in its comments of might as well. Its almost like a child throwing a tantrum because it can't have an ice cream. I actually laughed and told it to f off and just laughed at myself. I'm just a human being. I get stressed. I get angry. But as long as I stay rational I'll get through my first full week sober in over a year! I know on my own I can't do this at all. A week! I could barely get a day! But with you guys and AA I have faith and I'm finding my path slowly by testing what works for me. I haven't believed one size fits all for a long time. I tried pure AA and failed. Pure RR and failed. Pure on my own and failed. So now I'm arming myself with what ever and everything and marching on trying to find what works for me.
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