Pups

I've absoulutely had enough of drinking. I'm looking back over my long period of drinking and not liking what I'm seeing. I have nver really had any control of it at all. From day dot it has controlled me and taken me to places that send shivers through me. Its destroyed all that has meant anything to me and turned me into an animal. Today I'm sober. Today I'm actually sober and happy. But when I was reflecting earlier...the voice of the enemy whispered. I know your trying to be honest, but are you really being honest with yourself??? Lol. Don't you sometimes wish the enemy was standing visually and physically in front of just for a second so you could iron him straight out with a right hook. I used to punch myself when it was on me or i was drunk......but that really really hurt!!! lol

Pups

Also being honest that I can not do this alone. Its way too powerful for me!! So thank you for all the support and posts on here and to AA and recovery books and my pal who I know posts on here cause with out him I'd be homeless and / or dead

MavisTheFairy13

Oh yes if they could take form they would get a right beating! And never bother us again! Maybe we could use that concept of them being real........
Glad you are sober and happy

Soberwolf

Good to hear pups proper positive my friend