Day 5 - Weekend is Here!!!
Day 5 - Weekend is Here!!!
Good morning all,
It feels great to be at work right now not hunged over from the night before. It's been a tradition for me to go on a binge from Thursday to Sunday. Felt real tired yesterday and only did a bit of reading and studying. I tend to be hard on myself when i dont get things done but i understand that im battling some destructive habits that took years to build..
Last night i decided to visit my alcoholic friends with in mind of course that i will not have a drink. I went and said "wat up" had a few words and left within 15 minutes. They just looked so down like they have no purpose in life. It was a reflection of me and since im trying to change i had to get up and out of there.
From what i see, this will be a lonely journey and alot of changes will occur in the process. I see the need to change my surrounding and face my fears of meeting new people and getting out my comfort zone. Any how tomorrow is Saturday and i will be working hitting the gym a new bussiness venture so alot of researching and studying.
What do you guys have planned?
It feels great to be at work right now not hunged over from the night before. It's been a tradition for me to go on a binge from Thursday to Sunday. Felt real tired yesterday and only did a bit of reading and studying. I tend to be hard on myself when i dont get things done but i understand that im battling some destructive habits that took years to build..
Last night i decided to visit my alcoholic friends with in mind of course that i will not have a drink. I went and said "wat up" had a few words and left within 15 minutes. They just looked so down like they have no purpose in life. It was a reflection of me and since im trying to change i had to get up and out of there.
From what i see, this will be a lonely journey and alot of changes will occur in the process. I see the need to change my surrounding and face my fears of meeting new people and getting out my comfort zone. Any how tomorrow is Saturday and i will be working hitting the gym a new bussiness venture so alot of researching and studying.
What do you guys have planned?
Congratulations on Day 5! I think it's good that you went to see your friends and it was a huge downer. Sometimes I see people drinking and seeming to have fun, and I just get resentful...ugh. Have a great sober weekend, GhostFace.
Moving a co-worker to her new house today, Lifering meeting tomorrow and my favorite weekend alcohol avoiding event - picking up dog poop. I only mention this last part because my dogs are a major factor in my recovery.
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