Back to Day 1, but different this time
Back to Day 1, but different this time
Well, back to Day 1 for me, but I feel better about it this time than I did last time. Last time I tried just going through it all by myself and not telling anyone what I was going through and what I would be dealing with in terms of w/d symptoms.
This time, I came clean to my significant other about the extent of my use. I have surrendered control of my bank account and finances to her so that my opportunity to purchase drugs is significantly decreased to near 0%
I am also committing myself to a 90 in 90 for the first time in about 3-4 years. It was successful for me until I stopped attending the fellowship, so I look forward to embracing the fellowship in an "all in" style once again.
Anyways, clean date 10-8-2014. This is it. I appreciate all the love and support I have already received here at SR and look forward to being able to share milestones in my recovery as well as help fellow members in their recovery process!
This time, I came clean to my significant other about the extent of my use. I have surrendered control of my bank account and finances to her so that my opportunity to purchase drugs is significantly decreased to near 0%
I am also committing myself to a 90 in 90 for the first time in about 3-4 years. It was successful for me until I stopped attending the fellowship, so I look forward to embracing the fellowship in an "all in" style once again.
Anyways, clean date 10-8-2014. This is it. I appreciate all the love and support I have already received here at SR and look forward to being able to share milestones in my recovery as well as help fellow members in their recovery process!
Thanks man, this is really the last chance I have before I have to be institutionalized
So I either man-up and get a handle on it myself, or it's going to be prison (if I get caught) or a 90-day treatment center. Both options I would rather not have to go through
I am hoping today marks the first day of the rest of my life.
So I either man-up and get a handle on it myself, or it's going to be prison (if I get caught) or a 90-day treatment center. Both options I would rather not have to go through
I am hoping today marks the first day of the rest of my life.
I know other people CAN have success with other methods, but the best odds come to people who do a meeting every single day
One day at a time, right?
I am just not looking forward to working Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. Friday shouldnt be too bad as it is a short shift, but Saturday and Sunday are longer shifts and we'll be busy as all hell both days.
I am really going to be counting on God's grace to get me through this weekend!
I am just not looking forward to working Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. Friday shouldnt be too bad as it is a short shift, but Saturday and Sunday are longer shifts and we'll be busy as all hell both days.
I am really going to be counting on God's grace to get me through this weekend!
"Change takes place in you, through you; in your awareness, it happens. You don't do it. When you're doing it, it's a bad sign; it won't last."
~ Anthony De' Mello
...Just something interesting I thought on while in a similar cycle. This is from a very different school of thought, its not for everyone. Wish you the best, keep posting.
~ Anthony De' Mello
...Just something interesting I thought on while in a similar cycle. This is from a very different school of thought, its not for everyone. Wish you the best, keep posting.
Well I am working through Day 3. Today has sucked. Been in bed watching movies all day, drinking water, and taking hot baths. Tonight will probably be much of the same but with much less privacy involved.
I cant wait for it to be Monday. I am thinking I should be feeling much better by Monday morning
I cant wait for it to be Monday. I am thinking I should be feeling much better by Monday morning
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