Undermined by friend
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Undermined by friend
I finally told a good friend of mine that I am no longer going to drink. She could not wrap her head around it. Why not she asked. I said all the reasons why and she countered each one. Then I blurted out "because I am a f****g alcoholic!"
Silence
Then, the push back....no you aren't. I know how much you drink... really?
Why can't people accept something when you tell them? I actually had to defend my statements to her.
Silence
Then, the push back....no you aren't. I know how much you drink... really?
Why can't people accept something when you tell them? I actually had to defend my statements to her.
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We are dinner/drink friends. Now it will have to be just dinner (at least for me). I think that is the issue. She will have to drink alone when we go out.
any friend whose reaction to you saying you're quitting drinking because you've struggled with alcohol and / or have come to understand you are an alcoholic is anything other than supportive is either;
a) Not your friend
b) An alcoholic
c) Both
a) Not your friend
b) An alcoholic
c) Both
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Maybe she thinks she drinks a similar amount to you, therefore if you are saying it's a problem it's making her feel uncomfortable and she's not defending your drinking as such by having a reply to everything, but defending her own? I think she just doesn't want to lose a drink buddy though - people think it won't be the same if you aren't drinking with them.
It was really strange to me how short my list of friends got. It hurt like crazy, but it was a necessity. It wasn't me giving up on them, either. It was them giving up on me. I felt like I wasn't worth much at the time and getting dumped by friends only magnified that.
However, as time has gone on I realized that it is true. . . my drinking issue caused them to look at their own.
Yes, my circle of friends now is much much shorter, but it is a strong group. The folks that stay with you at your darkest times are the true friendships. And I've learned how much I enjoy just being with ME. I'm a really nice person and I like me.
I wish you luck with your friend, Artfriend. It is a difficult thing for some to accept. Congrats on your sober life, too. It is, truly, the only way to live.
However, as time has gone on I realized that it is true. . . my drinking issue caused them to look at their own.
Yes, my circle of friends now is much much shorter, but it is a strong group. The folks that stay with you at your darkest times are the true friendships. And I've learned how much I enjoy just being with ME. I'm a really nice person and I like me.
I wish you luck with your friend, Artfriend. It is a difficult thing for some to accept. Congrats on your sober life, too. It is, truly, the only way to live.
I had a similar reaction with some of my friends.
I don't think it's undermining so much as it's just they liked the status quo and, yeah, a good deal of denial.
Most of those friends went their own ways - from what I hear life continues on for them as it was but hey - we each have to live our lives the way we see fit.
I know what the deal is in my life and I made a great choice to get and stay sober
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I don't think it's undermining so much as it's just they liked the status quo and, yeah, a good deal of denial.
Most of those friends went their own ways - from what I hear life continues on for them as it was but hey - we each have to live our lives the way we see fit.
I know what the deal is in my life and I made a great choice to get and stay sober
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Yep. I've got a couple of people in my life who fit these criteria to a tee. I'm finding that my friends who are having a problem with my sobriety are having a hard time looking at their own drinking problems. Stay strong Artfriend. Your sobriety is your own path, and I think it's normal to encounter resistance. People are going to miss their drinking buddies, but I'd they are true friends they will remain your friend no matter what.
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Whatever the reason..it's certainly about how it affects "her" (e.g. she won't feel comfortable drinking alone, doesn't want her own habit under scrutiny, doesn't want an alkie friend yadda yadda yadda).
Hopefully, she will digest the information and accept it and your friendship will survive. If your relationship revolved around conversation over drinks only..it may not.
Nevertheless...good job on coming clean on the new and wonderful sober Artfriend.
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