Back on the wagon...
Back on the wagon...
Welcome all newcomers. You have made the right choice to come here.
So... here I am again.
A class of February14 drop out who managed to stay sober for over 60 days then... one night, I thought. It's ok, I can control this. I fell off the wagon and have only been sober on the horrid thowing up so much it hurts days. I sooo thought I had it.
Back to day 3 but feeling positive again. Learning from the mistakes of the past. Hating the itching, the fuzzy head, the cravings. Looking forward to late night shopping, early Sunday mornings bacon rolls still warm from the bakers... Oh, and my missus not leaving me...
So... here I am again.
A class of February14 drop out who managed to stay sober for over 60 days then... one night, I thought. It's ok, I can control this. I fell off the wagon and have only been sober on the horrid thowing up so much it hurts days. I sooo thought I had it.
Back to day 3 but feeling positive again. Learning from the mistakes of the past. Hating the itching, the fuzzy head, the cravings. Looking forward to late night shopping, early Sunday mornings bacon rolls still warm from the bakers... Oh, and my missus not leaving me...
I'm getting sober in London too. Lots of us are. Thousands of us in fact!
I personally use an AA programme which is a great help. Not saying it's a solution for everyone but there's load of support available in a non-judgemental face-to-face environment.
And of course, you can use SR as much as you need to. I know that getting back onto the wagon can be hard but it's not impossible and you've admitted that you want to change things so you're on the right track now.
I personally use an AA programme which is a great help. Not saying it's a solution for everyone but there's load of support available in a non-judgemental face-to-face environment.
And of course, you can use SR as much as you need to. I know that getting back onto the wagon can be hard but it's not impossible and you've admitted that you want to change things so you're on the right track now.
Thanks all. I know I can do it. I didn't give the long game the respect it deserved. I've woke up hating myself every morning since May.
Yes London is a wonderful city but the booze fuelled culture sucks you in, chews you up and spits you out. I suppose it could worse, at least if I ask in the right places help is available.
Whilst laying here through yet an inevitable sleepless night I decided to count the units I drank 7 days prior to abstention.
114!
OMFG. What's worse is that was a 'good' week.
Thanks all again for the kind words, glad I came back. Hope to get at least 3 hours kip before my alarm starts growling at me.
Yes London is a wonderful city but the booze fuelled culture sucks you in, chews you up and spits you out. I suppose it could worse, at least if I ask in the right places help is available.
Whilst laying here through yet an inevitable sleepless night I decided to count the units I drank 7 days prior to abstention.
114!
OMFG. What's worse is that was a 'good' week.
Thanks all again for the kind words, glad I came back. Hope to get at least 3 hours kip before my alarm starts growling at me.
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