Listening to Christmas music and having fun this morning
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Listening to Christmas music and having fun this morning
Haha, you ask why Christmas music. Crazy man ( fires up the Transsiberian orchestra Wizards of Winter) Well this year for Christmas I've decide I am going to give myself my life back as a present.
So for today, listening to Christmas music and enjoying life as much as a can. For an atheist such as myself, a strange event I am having today, but you know I love the holidays all the get togethers, happy people, good will towards man, you know lol.
I am going to pay my power bill and the back bill just over 200 dollars with day labor money and then off to rehab. After rehab constant vigilance complying with the state mental hospital ( been taking my medication its nice not to hear things that don't exist) and then hopefully by Christmas the state will let me have custody of my daughter again.
So for now I am dreaming big, wishing big, and enjoying my mini Christmas in October, as strange as it is, I am actually enjoying the music and all the wonderful feelings and memories that go along with it though. So for now, latching on to some positive having fun and dreaming of a sober day for my entire family and the return of my daughter I love so dearly.
So for today, listening to Christmas music and enjoying life as much as a can. For an atheist such as myself, a strange event I am having today, but you know I love the holidays all the get togethers, happy people, good will towards man, you know lol.
I am going to pay my power bill and the back bill just over 200 dollars with day labor money and then off to rehab. After rehab constant vigilance complying with the state mental hospital ( been taking my medication its nice not to hear things that don't exist) and then hopefully by Christmas the state will let me have custody of my daughter again.
So for now I am dreaming big, wishing big, and enjoying my mini Christmas in October, as strange as it is, I am actually enjoying the music and all the wonderful feelings and memories that go along with it though. So for now, latching on to some positive having fun and dreaming of a sober day for my entire family and the return of my daughter I love so dearly.
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I tell you what, Christmas time in general is a HUUUUGE trigger for me. For some strange reason Christmas tunes and melodies just sound amazing under the influence - it's probably 50% the actual buzz and 50% the happy childhood memories the Christmas tunes cause to rise to surface, i always loved drinking especially hard during the November/December months.
I'll have to stay vigilant.
I'll have to stay vigilant.
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