Is it impossible?
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Join Date: Sep 2014
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Is it impossible?
I just wanted to say I love this site and it has pushed me farther to sobriety than I was before I got this app. Although I still can't quit these I'm feeling it's impossible! I take 4-6 tab 10's a day. It's hard to quit because they are ALWAYS available. I have contacted a few rehab center to see if that is an option. My bf calls me weak because I am wanting to go to rehab I don't really care but that is the kind of "support" I have. Every single day I pray I get sober please God help me. Everyday I do the same thing and make an irrational decision in the morning to take them. I can't quit I've tried I want to give up. Just wanted to vent thanks SR.!
YC xxxx
YC xxxx
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Join Date: Mar 2014
Location: Whitehaven UK
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Its not weak asking for help what is weak is letting pride take over and thinking oh I'm not bad my health is fine I'm not as bad as the homeless on the streets or those with cirrhosis.....how long can we lie to ourselves?
The fact you are on here is a step forwards , your not weak but you wont get better unless tough and difficult sometimes impossible decisions are made
Some days you will scream for the espasim off your choice but the brain can be re trained
Pain, emotional or physical is always there we lie to ourselves and close friends that we need to get intoxicated to feel better it only makes matters worse
You say you take tablets ? What are these?
I'm rooting for you, start to look into yourself and get strength come on here you will improve put it this way you can't get any worse
Rooting for you
Charlotte xxxxx
The fact you are on here is a step forwards , your not weak but you wont get better unless tough and difficult sometimes impossible decisions are made
Some days you will scream for the espasim off your choice but the brain can be re trained
Pain, emotional or physical is always there we lie to ourselves and close friends that we need to get intoxicated to feel better it only makes matters worse
You say you take tablets ? What are these?
I'm rooting for you, start to look into yourself and get strength come on here you will improve put it this way you can't get any worse
Rooting for you
Charlotte xxxxx
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I completely disagree with your boyfriend calling you weak. You are strong enough to be reaching out for help and you will get through this. Do whatever you have to do to get sober.
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