Luper

to an AA meeting this morning.

I went back to the group I was in last year after rehab. It's a small early morning group.

Keeping all of my options open. I know I can't do this alone. Leaving my house and facing people is not tops on my list of comfort, but any additional tools will be helpful to remain sober.

My head just seems to be spinning from the things I heard and the advice I received. At only 32 days sober, I am not the most patient or calm person right now.

I guess it will take some time to fit in...

biminiblue

Time takes time, I'm sure you're doing as well as anyone is at 30 days. Just keep going with an open heart and mind.

Anna

Keeping your options open is always a good idea.

Congratulations on 32 days sober, and try to not feel overwhelmed. Take things as they come and be kind to yourself.

MariahGayle

Great going on 32 days Luper & getting to a meeting even though it is uncomfortable

least

Congrats on the first of many sober months.

luvmygirls

Congratulations! I don't feel like I fit in at AA either. Let's keep trying.

Mountainmanbob

As you know most there in AA only wish to help us. But, it can be rather overwhelming at times. Take the little bit that you need at this time and let the rest go. These things that are shared with us that don't make much sense today may be planted in our minds and come back so as to help us later. This has been my experience over and over again.

For yes -- AA has been an important part of my Recovery.

MM

heath480

Congratulations on 32days sober.

Don't give up on AA,it can take a while to fit in,normal feelings to have,it will get better,if you persevere.

Luper

Sorry if my post sounded like I was putting it down...not my intention. I don't write things well...and my brain hasn't caught up with my body yet.

The people are very nice and I really do like the group. I am planning on going again tomorrow morning.

I know it's just me. I am very self-conscious and don't trust very easily. I'm sure it will get easier with each meeting.