oh man
oh man
My head hurts soooo bad today. I dont remember all of last night. I dont even want to go in to what happened last night... I guess I got the proof I needed. Im glad I survived the night... im alive and not in jail.
You needed proof? Yesterday you posted:
"I know I have a problem but I guess I'm just not ready to deal with it yet."
I would say you weren't on a proof seeking mission. Your drinking brought you here to SR. You know you have a problem. Yesterday you wanted to drink. And did.
And today the results. That doesn't change with drinking. It only gets worse. Soberity is tough, but it's better than the way you felt this morning, I'm sure.
"I know I have a problem but I guess I'm just not ready to deal with it yet."
I would say you weren't on a proof seeking mission. Your drinking brought you here to SR. You know you have a problem. Yesterday you wanted to drink. And did.
And today the results. That doesn't change with drinking. It only gets worse. Soberity is tough, but it's better than the way you felt this morning, I'm sure.
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It's okay Erin... We all have been there, myself just a week ago...I know what it feels like to not wanna replay the night, to feel helpless... It doesn't help us move forward. It's okay to admit that you are struggling, that's the first step.... Coming here was a good decision as it is a comforting place , a safe place. Maybe you should evaluate your triggers.... Evaluate your plan.... And focus on being sober... I can't tell you how to remain sober but I can tell you that It's much better when you are sober. Good Luck!
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