Dojang

He relapsed & cheated. Found out today when I was at work. He has only been sober 4 weeks, but that was long enough for me to get me hopes up. Only to be crushed yet again. Done. He's out of my house & back at his. For good. I hit my bottom today.

lillamy

I'm sorry. No matter how much you're not surprised, it must hurt.

Dojang

Not surprised, but I am hurt beyond belief. I felt it coming 2 days ago. Don't know how, but I could feel it.

Lovenlies

I'm soooo sorry you are going through this. Hug. Just because we knew it somehow, it still hurt like crazy. I wish you hope and strength.

Thumper

I'm sorry to hear that.

mejo

I'm sorry. Prayers to you.

BoxinRotz

BTDT and soaked the t-shirt in tears minus the cheating. The relapses are so very difficult! Each one hurts more than the last!

TonightTonight

So, so sorry you're going through this. Like others have said, knowing or feeling it coming doesn't stop the pain. My heart goes out to you.

Dojang

Thank you so much everyone! I appreciate your support more than you know. Some therapy, martial arts style, helped some tonight. I'm stronger than I thought & I will get through this and not take him back. I deserve so much more. I will have to see him at work on occasion, but I will stay strong. Thank you again.

changeneeded

I'm so glad that you BELIEVE you deserve somuch more!!

hopeful4

You are strong and you are worth so much more! You deserve to be treated with love, respect, and faithfulness. Nothing, not one single thing less!

Hugs. I am sorry you are hurting.

HopefulinFLA

So sorry this happened. I know how badly relapse hurts. Stay strong and be good to YOU.