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Old 09-03-2014, 05:12 PM
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So ashamed at the way I have been acting lately. Choosing to drink again and again has stripped me of any self worth or dignity. I hate myself right now, I'm a sick person who treats those who love me terribly. Can't go on living like this. I know what I need to do, now it's time to do it.
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Old 09-03-2014, 05:19 PM
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The self hate feeling will quickly transform in great pride and joy with some effort and some sobriety time. I guarantee it!
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Old 09-03-2014, 05:21 PM
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Oh, I remember those feelings. The alcohol will rob you of any self-worth you have managed to hold on to. You can change things today and you truly do not have to feel this way again. You can be the person you know you are meant to be.
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Those feelings will change with sobriety. Youll develop a great sense of pride. You can do it. Quit drinking and hold your head high.
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Go at things again Zoey, change up your plan and you'll get there!!
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Old 09-03-2014, 05:27 PM
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I'm glad you made you're way back Zoey. You can leave all of this behind you - it all starts with a day one

use the support here - why not join the Class of September support thread?
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...-2014-a-5.html
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Old 09-03-2014, 05:29 PM
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Go for it, Zoey!
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Old 09-03-2014, 08:49 PM
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So ashamed at the way I have been acting lately. Choosing to drink again and again has stripped me of any self worth or dignity. I hate myself right now, I'm a sick person who treats those who love me terribly. Can't go on living like this. I know what I need to do, now it's time to do it.
I hated myself for years. I wanted to get sober, couldn't do it, so I punished myself by drinking even more. Endless cycle or so I thought. When you are in the midst of a terrible addiction, everything feels hopeless. But there is light at the end of the tunnel if you commit to it, make changes, and dedicate yourself, your whole self to staying sober, no matter what it takes. I was as hopeless as anyone, your post could have been written by me a few months ago.

You've come to the right place, you can do this!
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Old 09-03-2014, 08:51 PM
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Never give up keep fighting to be sober

Alcohol is not the way
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