ellemarie

I can't stand that I gave in. .I was sober for years and started drinking only on a blue moon when I went out but now I am back to drinking almost daily. I feel like I am letting everyone down. I drank yesterday and today I threw up blood. I am looking myself and I don't want to.

Thomasthetank

I don't want to scare you, but throwing up blood could be something serious. I knew a guy die like that, get yourself checked out.

CristinaN

Welcome Ellmarie. There is so much support here. I would recommend seeing a doctor so you can get checked out and make sure all is ok. If you'd like there is a class of August that has a ton of support. We would love for you to join us. .

Jupiters

welcome ellemarie
I really hope you see a Dr. about the blood. That doesn't sound good at all
Glad you found us!

Soberwolf

Ellemarie throwing up blood is something I done for at least 2 years it happens from excessive alcohol your most prob got a tear in your oesopegous I would stop drinking immediately or its off to hospital

Book a apt with a gp asap if you want to talk bout this further keep posting but pls seek medical help

I just kept drinking by the end I had a bucket full of blood and the paramedic said had enough yet I was broken 10 mins before that I rang aa they said don't stop drinking so I had 1 more and explosively vomited a lot of blood

I should be dead I was living like that for 2 years bleeding thru drinking

Pls seek help join aa stay here and post

Your definatly not alone

PurpleKnight

Welcome to the Forum Ellemarie!!

As others have mentioned, a Dr is probably a good idea, just to be safe!!

Tonymblue

Welcome. Same thing. Dr. And SR. You can do it.

Mountainmanbob

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Please stop drinking and see a doctor

MM

Wastinglife

I have had ulcers too. That's essentially the booze burning a whole through your stomach. I was hospitalized for it. Please get help because it gets much worse if you continue drinking

Waterfalls2014

Hi Elle, I too think a drs visit is in order. I can relate to the drinking time and time again. Sometimes we should just take a step back and think, this is my life and I want to feel good. The hangovers get old. The disappointments get old. Maybe try a new plan. You can do it, you have before. Remember how good you felt without the booze?

happyandfree

Hi! After you get checked out by a dr, stay with this site. You are very welcome here and we help each other stay sober. You can do it again and you will be so glad you did.