Should not do it-
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Should not do it-
Life has so many burns and marks- That I cant seem to find my start.
Left at the beginning of my life's ending- my love grew short and hatred grew strong.
The fist that I had would pound the wall.
I have a thought of suicide -burning down deep inside.
All that is good I have pushed aside.
I am hiding and crying inside.
I want to get up and find a love- I want to let go of this alcoholic grudge. I want it and I need it.. Why cant I seem to achieve it?
Filled up with so much damn remorse. Things that once brought laughter now bring strife. All I can say is I want to die.
Burning and hiding deep down inside. Should not do it----------
Left at the beginning of my life's ending- my love grew short and hatred grew strong.
The fist that I had would pound the wall.
I have a thought of suicide -burning down deep inside.
All that is good I have pushed aside.
I am hiding and crying inside.
I want to get up and find a love- I want to let go of this alcoholic grudge. I want it and I need it.. Why cant I seem to achieve it?
Filled up with so much damn remorse. Things that once brought laughter now bring strife. All I can say is I want to die.
Burning and hiding deep down inside. Should not do it----------
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Originally Posted by Memastrole 
Life has so many burns and marks- That I cant seem to find my start.
Left at the beginning of my life's ending- my love grew short and hatred grew strong.
The fist that I had would pound the wall.
I have a thought of suicide -burning down deep inside.
All that is good I have pushed aside.
I am hiding and crying inside.
I want to get up and find a love- I want to let go of this alcoholic grudge. I want it and I need it.. Why cant I seem to achieve it?
Filled up with so much damn remorse. Things that once brought laughter now bring strife. All I can say is I want to die.
Burning and hiding deep down inside. Should not do it----------
Left at the beginning of my life's ending- my love grew short and hatred grew strong.
The fist that I had would pound the wall.
I have a thought of suicide -burning down deep inside.
All that is good I have pushed aside.
I am hiding and crying inside.
I want to get up and find a love- I want to let go of this alcoholic grudge. I want it and I need it.. Why cant I seem to achieve it?
Filled up with so much damn remorse. Things that once brought laughter now bring strife. All I can say is I want to die.
Burning and hiding deep down inside. Should not do it----------
please
seek out sobriety with all of you heart, soul and mind
MM
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Join Date: Jul 2014
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Take it as slow as you need to, but please don't turn to alcohol. YOu can stay strong despite the pain. Use today to nurture yourself. Take a bath. Brush your hair. Eat something healthy. Walk. Practice breathing techniques for relaxation.
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