Lucie29

Hey Guys, this is formally NYCfitnessgirl. I had to change my username because I no longer live in NYC I am on day 6, and the last week has been the worst week of my life. It's a very complicated story, but I was given the chance to move back to South Florida with my mother and get help, (I haven't lived with in 10 years), or stay in Manhattan and keep destroying my life. I was sober two months and it was great, and then I just lost it. Started partying every night again with the wrong people. Lost my job and didn't care, kept partying. NY was killing me. So I packed up my whole apartment and spent the last 3 days driving a uhaul to Florida. I changed my number and email, and I don't know anyone here besides my family. I'm hoping a fresh start and a beautiful place can help me stay sober for good. It's my last chance. Thanks everyone for always supporting me!

PurpleKnight

You can do this Lucie!!

Mags1

Rooting for you, Lucie x

Anna

I am closing your old account because members can have only one account.

GetSmart

Good for you lucie on making such a radical move. Sometimes it is what is needed.

huntingtontx

You can do this Lucie. We are all behind you.

happyandfree

Good for you lucie....sounds like you made some positive changes.

biminiblue

I grew up in South Florida, it is indeed a beautiful place. The sun will be a very healing force for you.

New life, blessings.

LBrain

Welcome Lucie! Why not Luceifitnessgirl?

keep plugging. You can survive and conquer this.

That is a monumental change and attitude adjustment.

trachemys

I, and I'm sure I can say We, are so damn proud of you. That's one of the bravest and most commendable actions I've ever seen anyone take. Good for you!



YOU ROCK!

Hevyn

What an exciting change Lucie. Glad you brought us along when you moved.

Lucie29

Thank-you everyone... I'm freaking out. The weekend will be nice to relax and go to the beach, but reality will set in Monday when I need to find a job in a town I don't know. It's going to be very difficult adjusting to this, and living with my parents again. I hope I did the right thing. All your support is very helpful. Anxiety is starting to creep up, I hope I don't break down:/
Anna- that is fine. I couldn't figure out how to change my name so I just made a new profile.

SoberHoopsFan

Nothing wrong with starting over. Sometimes our drinking is so intertwined with our former lives that a new start somewhere else could be needed. For me, I had to leave my job, get sober, and now am looking for a new one. I stayed positive and have had a few interviews so far. NYC to Florida is a major change, but I'm sure you will not have the same "party crowd" temptations.

courage2

Hi Lucie! NYC is sticky and smelly and you're not missing anything. You can get sober and have a beautiful life wherever! And we'll be waiting for you if you want to come back!

(PS Did you go to the Carlyle AA mtg a week or two ago? PM if yes)

Lucie29

Soberhoopsfan- I had to leave my job for the same reason. I did it the wrong way, (walking out after 3 years) but I couldn't take it anymore. Let me know how the job hunt goes, mine begins Monday. GL!

Courage2- no I was not unfortunately, or I might still be living on the ues thanks so much for your support through all of this. I think ny was too intense for me. I need a calm environment around family to get better. I would love to go back one day when I am stronger though!!

courage2

It's a hard town and chews people up & spits them out -- I got spit out myself when I was young and didn't come back for 25 years. Don't beat yourself up about it, focus on your present. I think you did the right thing by going home to your parents, & I have a good feeling about you!

Lucie29

Yes, I definitely got chewed and spat! Ahh, so embarrassing. That city is crazy though. It takes a strong individual to make it there. I give you major credit courage!

biminiblue

Florida is so kicked-back. You'll do well there, I'm sure. I'll bet your parents are happy you've come back and you'll find work. One day at a time, lovely.

Anna

I wish you well in your job search in Florida.

Pondlady

I think you're fortunate to have family to lend you support. Best of luck on the job search....try not to panic and take things slowly......you've had a lot of change in a short time.