Windancer is back...anyone remember me?
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Join Date: Mar 2007
Location: Southern Ontario, Canada
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I seem to keep trying and failing, trying and failing. And the moodswings! Oh my goodness. Im drinking today. Again. I want to quit....but I don't. I know its my alcohol mind telling me I don't need or want to. I don't feel ready...but I darn well should be ready!!!! uuugh. I want so bad to post more right now but I have to look after my horse who may be sick. Ill be back.
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Join Date: Apr 2007
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Welcome back Windancer 
You seemed to do pretty well when you were here?
why not become a regular poster again - join the Class of July support thread?
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...art-2-a-3.html
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You seemed to do pretty well when you were here?
why not become a regular poster again - join the Class of July support thread?
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...art-2-a-3.html
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Oh I am so glad someone remembers me!
I need lots of help right now! So much in my brain I don't know where to start but rant!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks you all. I'll listen to any advice. Tonight is a really bad night!!!!!!
I need lots of help right now! So much in my brain I don't know where to start but rant!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks you all. I'll listen to any advice. Tonight is a really bad night!!!!!!
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WINDANCER!!! I think you were my first friend. And I quote you all the time, because you wrote to me "post post post" -- and more than 3000 posts later, here I am, sober and staying here.
Take your own advice. Post! Join the July class, and come to the 24 Hour Recovery Connection thread too! Oh, and the One Year and Under club! (Undies) I'll be looking for you everywhere!
Take your own advice. Post! Join the July class, and come to the 24 Hour Recovery Connection thread too! Oh, and the One Year and Under club! (Undies) I'll be looking for you everywhere!
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I absoulutley love the quote you posted on your forum. Very beautiful!!! Welcom Windancer. I just found this website 7 days ago and its really been helping me. Sending positive vibes your way. Remember 1 day at a time and you CAN do this 
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I cannt express what all this means to me!!! Dee, thanks from the bottom of my heart. hevyn, you have touched my soul. And the others that I know I haven't forgotten you. And those who don't know me, thanks for the support. greeting and supporting the newcomers and ones returning is SO important, and gratifying.
Courage::: I remember! You were so lost but so strong and Im am SO SO glad you are doing well
Courage::: I remember! You were so lost but so strong and Im am SO SO glad you are doing well
Sorry things aren't going well right now, but you can turn things around. What's been happening to have you so down?
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Ive had lots of changes in my life. Lost my boyfriend whom I love dearly, but see him all the time. And I have a wonderful guy in my life now but he is obviously getting sick of my drinking too.
Ive been diagnosed with BPD and PTSD. I think my biggest issue is my hopeless and negative outlook, which needs to change.
Ive been diagnosed with BPD and PTSD. I think my biggest issue is my hopeless and negative outlook, which needs to change.
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Sure me remember you!
One of your friends even ventured a search party a month or so ago. We've been wondering where are you and how you are doing.
Sorry you are struggling right now. But great that you are back!
I so hear you about negative oulook and depression. I've been fighting it recently, and if not for help of my friends here, who've been almost literally kicking my virtual behind for me to get some help, I have not idea where I've been now.
I know for sure now, that eventually there will be light at the end of the longest and darkest tunnel. If I can see it - you can see it too!
Keep posting!
Positive vibes to you)
One of your friends even ventured a search party a month or so ago. We've been wondering where are you and how you are doing.
Sorry you are struggling right now. But great that you are back!
I so hear you about negative oulook and depression. I've been fighting it recently, and if not for help of my friends here, who've been almost literally kicking my virtual behind for me to get some help, I have not idea where I've been now.
I know for sure now, that eventually there will be light at the end of the longest and darkest tunnel. If I can see it - you can see it too!
Keep posting!
Positive vibes to you)
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