Good Morning SR
Thanks for being here for me. Yes I did my three last night. I have such low tolerance. Anyway I did manage sleep and I don't have a hang over. I need some space to think about this when I get home. What is this, like 5 day ones??? Ack. Blessings.
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Do you want this Raider? Do you really, really want this? Do you want the Pam we have all grown to love and care for? The witty, warm and inspiring woman you ARE in sobriety? Do you have ANY idea how strong your voice is in sobriety?The amazing woman you are without the whiny, self pitying anchor of alcohol?
How could you let alcohol smother your amazing?? You are grand and wonderful without it. But that is something YOU have to know. Do you?
How could you let alcohol smother your amazing?? You are grand and wonderful without it. But that is something YOU have to know. Do you?
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i guess for some of us we have to lose our jobs and our money and our homes our family and everything else there is around before we finaly give in
sadly some just dont even give in when they lose it all, i could only wish i had the chance again to of saved some of the things i lost in my life all because i needed drink to help me live
i just didn't know that the very stuff i needed to live on was the very stuff that was going to cost me so much in my future
but of course in the back of my mind was i am different or if i get that bad i will stop
but the fact was i couldnt and i kept on and on
i wish you luck with whatever way you decide to go in life i just hope in 10 years time you dont have a story to tell that mirrors my own
good luck to you
sadly some just dont even give in when they lose it all, i could only wish i had the chance again to of saved some of the things i lost in my life all because i needed drink to help me live
i just didn't know that the very stuff i needed to live on was the very stuff that was going to cost me so much in my future
but of course in the back of my mind was i am different or if i get that bad i will stop
but the fact was i couldnt and i kept on and on
i wish you luck with whatever way you decide to go in life i just hope in 10 years time you dont have a story to tell that mirrors my own
good luck to you
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Your nonchalance disturbs and triggers me into thinking "I CAN DO THAT TOO".
maybe I am the exception here, but i hope you can actually see what you are doing.
Please don't post anymore "I can do it so I did nanner nanner" threads.
It's disrespectful of all the people here who struggle every day to maintain their sobriety. If you must continue drinking, at least have the heart to not rub it in our faces continually.
Pam, I think you are better than this. It's not funny, it's not cute. It's sad.
It's disrespectful of all the people here who struggle every day to maintain their sobriety. If you must continue drinking, at least have the heart to not rub it in our faces continually.
Pam, I think you are better than this. It's not funny, it's not cute. It's sad.
Oh Fandy. I apologize for coming off nonchalant. I don't downplay in my own mind what I have done. If I hadn't been so tired, I would have drank into the blackout stage. Also in the front of my mind, my husband telling me I'm a mean drunk. I don't want to be mean. This is very serious to me. Ok. Time to come clean?? I was so nervous in the car, I had taken a Xanax earlier in the day. It was that, or continue to bitch about my husbands driving for 9 hours. I'm sure that contributed to my exhaustion. Yes this is serious.
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[QUOTE=Raider;4764561 I was so nervous in the car, I had taken a Xanax earlier in the day. It was that, or continue to bitch about my husbands driving for 9 hours. I'm sure that contributed to my exhaustion. Yes this is serious.[/QUOTE]
Pam...if you are not up for travelling..if the cabin and car rides are going to be excuses to "not face" things via zanax or alcohol...maybe you need to stay put until you tackle those things first.
Pam...if you are not up for travelling..if the cabin and car rides are going to be excuses to "not face" things via zanax or alcohol...maybe you need to stay put until you tackle those things first.
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