Raider

No excuses. I did it because I can, and I did.

Kaneda8888

Raider, are you ok ? I hope you're not injured and not in harm's way. Recover well !

Cathryn2001

What do we after a face plant? We get up, brush ourselves off, and move on.

((Raider))

Raider

No just drunk

biminiblue

Come back after you sober up, Raider.

ScottFromWI

You can also not drink, and you have done that too. Dump out the rest, get some water and some rest and c'mon back tomorrow

Waterfalls2014

Hi Raider, get some rest and we will see you back here tomorrow ok. Best wishes!

C23

Slip ups happen! Im with the others. Dump it, drink some water, take some B12 and Multi vitamins and rest up. We will see ya again tomorrow!

Melina

I love you, Pam.

You are super important, dollface.

My best,
Melina

SoberLeigh

I echo the others; dump whatever is left; drink lots of water and head to sleep.

We are in your corner. We'll figure something out in the morning.

Thepatman

Don't give up Raider, we are here for you!

Lenina

Raider,

It me a long time to be ready to be sober. It got past the stages of just avoiding consequences and finally into wanting a peaceful, sober life. I hope that's soon for you.

Love from Lenina

Hevyn

What Lenina said.

You are loved and cared about Pam.

Thatdeliveryguy

"because you can and did! " No, if you had control you wouldn't of done it, I lose control a lot, I don't even know me at times, but I know this, if I can regain control there is a better life.

You din't do it because of you, you wants to quit, but like me it difficult and at time you don't know how to. My friend, please know I feel your pain, and I too am trying to stop, lets stop together and move to a place that is positive
and wonderful.

Raider

I will Bimini

Raider

Good night

ScottFromWI

Good night, tomorrow will be a better day.

Rippstein

Tomorrow is a new day to dust off, clean up, go to a meeting and talk with your sponsor. God bless.

Nuudawn

My lovely, warm and witty friend. Relapses are hard to recover from. I didn't do it on my first try. I was sober from June 4 to October 6, 2013. I used to think I had 5 months, until I found the Journal I had written in that day in that lounge in Seaside, Oregon a day or two ago. I had barely 4 months.

I started coming round here again in early May I believe. I stumbled and I got up. I stumbled and I got up. I stumbled and I got up. I thought I had a bit of momentum happening at almost 3 weeks....then I stumbled and I got up. I've been sober since June 21st. I wanted it more and more with each stumble.

I want this.
You want this.
Sooner or later, you ARE going to be convinced.
I know it.

Tiptree

Raider - traveling seems to be a big trigger for you. I know that when my H and I drive straight through from NY to our place in NC all I want to do is hit the Red Lion for my bottles of wine. Haven't made this trip since I got sober but it's coming up. Your struggles are sending big red flags up my way. I hope you quickly get settled back into the good sober routine you had going. You are happiest sober, you deserve to be happy! (((((Hugs)))))