Thanos

Here I am. At the bar. Wish I could communicate what I'm feeling. Worried that when I get home my wife will say, Enough. I can't say everything in an Internet post. Please, what is it that I'm missing? Why can't I not drink? And tomorrow Ida big day at work. I feel ashamed for this thread

Thanos

Yup that is supposed to say "At the Bar", wow Can't even type a simple sentence that is terrible

Thanos

Okay ignore this ill try again tomorrow dont know how to delete this

Thanos

No one responded anyway so let's forget this thread. See you tomorrow sober, sorry.

Dee74

Give us a chance Thanos
I only just sat down again

Why not get up leave the bar and go home? Cut your losses?

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diffingo911

You need not feel ashamed. Alcohol is a Powerful Drug.

least

Go home. Don't go back to the bar. If your wife has had enough, why not use that as further motivation to stop drinking. If you continue, you're going to lose a lot you hold dear.

Stiv

Have you ever seen this end up well for anyone? Think about what you have, Wife, family a Job… your risking it all man. I read some of your posts, I know you want to be sober, and it will be hard for a little while but you can do this.

Thanos

Thank you. Don't know why but it makes me want to cry. Thanks again. I left even though they gave me a buy back. I want to be a good dad. I love my kids, hate this, wish I was like someone else. Ha! Like who? I don't kniw. But he is better I k ow that much

Anna

I know that you can be the person you want to be and the dad you want to be if you stop drinking.

Thanos

I am on the bus now. Yeah I screwed up. But I will be sober. I will be a good example for my kids. I am going to win. Thank you for your concern. Good night SR, I don't know you people, but I do, and you know me too! Lets be better!

Dee74

I'm glad you left.

Get home, sleep well and start thinking about what you need to do for your recovery tomorrow Thanos

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LadyBlue0527

I'm glad that you left Thanos. This takes a lot of hard work and strength but it's so worth it. You can do this!

Thanos

Thanks again. I drank so much today and I hate that I did. I am walking home now. Yes, I don't know you but your responses have helped me. I feel hope and I want to do better. Thank you, it is meaningful, your posts. I am real and about to go home. Please keep up your efforts.

EJ43

Thanos, go home kiss your wife, go to sleep. Wake up tomorrow and take your first step. Commit to yourself, ask your wife for support and go get your first day!! You can do it!!!

fini

Thanos,
hope is good.
it's doable, and you can get lots of responses here and support, though it might take more than the initial 9 minutes you gave us before you gave up on us

see you tomorrow.

Thanos

Thanks everyone. It was the alcohol talking. I am sober again and going to keep building on that. I had a solid two weeks until this short period of craziness. I started a new thread, Day 1 Again, so I am looking forward to sobriety. Thanks again.