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Thank you for welcoming me
I am trying to find a rehab inpatient 9 years on the bad side and I lost it all .But I am wanting help no one could give it to me before Didnt think I need it .I am going to turn ,\my life around .Having trouble finding a place
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my issue
I have been doing Meth for over 9 years and this is the first time I realy want to get clean stay clean But most importain Find help. Ya I still cry going into meeting then run out .what is wrong with me
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There are many on here who are struggling and many who have overcome Meth. It's a huge step to take overcoming any addiction and takes courage so I'm glad you're here. I may not be much help as I'm a struggling newbie as well but stick around, there's a wealth of wisdom and experience on this forum.
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You didnt forget about me T U
Wow I have a headacke trying to find a PLACE i CAN GO .mY bf SAID HE WOULD HELP BUT HE HAS NOT YET .i WANT TO USE SOOOO BAD BUT i WENT AND HAD A CIG, AND A DRINK i KNOW THE DRINK HAS TO STOP BUT IM GOING CRAZY i HAVE BEEN PACKED TO GO TO REHAB FOR OVER 6 MTHS .IM SOOOO READY
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Hi
Yes my BF does also use we are eachothers trigers, My family knows my problem and they wanted me to live with them there in Calif. im in Az. I did find a place they take state insurance becouse money is tight .And im hanging in there,My BF is getting help so as I go in . We have been together for 5 years now ,crazy but I am also still married have been for 25 years we had a bad split up and just havent filled D yet .But with doing Meth everything is tomorrow and tomorrow never comes. What are my chances on staying together with my BF do you think .Our whole relationship has been using ,But we are together 24/7 and love every min. of We both dont work he has 100% disabled . How are you doing and do you have kids or a BF
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Strawberry,
I was incapable of getting out of the hole I was in with out my family, pushing and pulling. Your BF and you are like a match and flame, triggers for each other. You need to step out of your box (easier said than done). If you can't go to rehab please get in touch with your family, your bf is incapable of helping you as he needs help himself. Call someone in your family and tell them you need help.
I have no kids and no BF, my last relationship fizzled do to my addiction. Do you have children?
I was incapable of getting out of the hole I was in with out my family, pushing and pulling. Your BF and you are like a match and flame, triggers for each other. You need to step out of your box (easier said than done). If you can't go to rehab please get in touch with your family, your bf is incapable of helping you as he needs help himself. Call someone in your family and tell them you need help.
I have no kids and no BF, my last relationship fizzled do to my addiction. Do you have children?
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Hi strawberry 
you can always use this database
Substance Abuse Treatment Facility Locator
simply choose your state then location...if you click on the select services button you can refine your results to things like price and the type of programme available.
you can always use this database
Substance Abuse Treatment Facility Locator
simply choose your state then location...if you click on the select services button you can refine your results to things like price and the type of programme available.
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My oldest son is 24 moved to Alaska just got his Cheif lic. we had no contact for 4 years but the last year we did, along with my oldest Daughter 22 have had no contact for 5 years and have the past 2 years been trying .Now I have the next oldest 21 yr son no contact at this time for over 3 years.He is in Florida with his Dad along with my 16 yr son and a set of twin boys now 14. Have not talked to them since there were in 5th grade . My daughter wow is 18 lives in calif. we have been insearpartable her whole life till she no lnoger could watch my fall any more. All my kids are giving me tough Love right now so that is 2 girls 5 boys .I was the best Mom we had a ranch lots of animals a business and I worked full time as a Nurse. We wanted for nothing .My EX was abusive verberal and Phy .I couldnt not take life no more I had cancer of the cervices went through menopause .Husband took off for 2 years. WOW I had a nervious break down then Meth for 9 years .Then A BF walked into my life I lost my job my kids my house all my belongings .So Meth covered all my pain WOW there is a ear full
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