CodeJob

I have been prepping for an audit. An audit where I will have to gracefully accept some dings for crap I was not even here for. This has been a trigger for me all of my life. For some reason (smirk) I don't care to take the blame/fault/guilt for stuff I did not do. It absolutely upsets my Type A apple cart.

So last night I got home late and missed my run time bc I was wrapping up my final prep. Wiped out but at peace that I did what I could do. RAH threw dinner together and we were sitting together eating as a family. DS says, "You look calm." And you know what? By the HP I was calm! So I told DS it was from praying and meditation! Was he ever surprised. He quipped, "I thought maybe you stopped and had one of those margaritas on your way home from work." . "Nope I'm not THAT calm and if I did I couldn't drive home!"

I am not used to being CALM! Usually I guess I would be tripping out. CALM is good!

honeypig

Great job, CodeJob! Isn't it wonderful when someone else notices the changes in you, too?

FireSprite

Oh yes, that is a terrible trigger for me too.... (hides).... I have to admit I never handle it with enough grace.

WTG for keeping your cool!!

hopeful4

Good for you! It's a great thing to be calm and collected, wish I was there myself more!

XXX

Hammer

smells like some early cooking on the Promises, to me.

GOOD for YOU.