Pity Party:(
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Pity Party:(
I am totally having a pity party. I just had my six month birthday. My Av is chatting loudly in my ear today.
He won't break me, i'm picking up the kettle not the bottle. But boy do i feel sorry for myself.
I'm waiting on tests from the hospital, which i have on tues and a biopsy. I have had a facial rash for five months that is still undiagnosed. I feel exhausted pretty much all the time. My back hurts. They think i may have lupus. I am angry that this is happening to me. I am a spa therapist so having terrible skin is the worst.
I feel so sorry for myself today. i was meant to have a day out shopping with my mum, but i had to come home to rest. I'm sick of it.
A glass of pinot would cause me nothing but more misery, but boy i'd kill for one today.
Trouble is it would never be one, so i'll stick with tea.
He won't break me, i'm picking up the kettle not the bottle. But boy do i feel sorry for myself.
I'm waiting on tests from the hospital, which i have on tues and a biopsy. I have had a facial rash for five months that is still undiagnosed. I feel exhausted pretty much all the time. My back hurts. They think i may have lupus. I am angry that this is happening to me. I am a spa therapist so having terrible skin is the worst.
I feel so sorry for myself today. i was meant to have a day out shopping with my mum, but i had to come home to rest. I'm sick of it.
A glass of pinot would cause me nothing but more misery, but boy i'd kill for one today.
Trouble is it would never be one, so i'll stick with tea.
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Originally Posted by apophylite 
I am totally having a pity party. I just had my six month birthday. My Av is chatting loudly in my ear today.
He won't break me, i'm picking up the kettle not the bottle. But boy do i feel sorry for myself.
I'm waiting on tests from the hospital, which i have on tues and a biopsy. I have had a facial rash for five months that is still undiagnosed. I feel exhausted pretty much all the time. My back hurts. They think i may have lupus. I am angry that this is happening to me. I am a spa therapist so having terrible skin is the worst.
I feel so sorry for myself today. i was meant to have a day out shopping with my mum, but i had to come home to rest. I'm sick of it.
A glass of pinot would cause me nothing but more misery, but boy i'd kill for one today.
Trouble is it would never be one, so i'll stick with tea.
He won't break me, i'm picking up the kettle not the bottle. But boy do i feel sorry for myself.
I'm waiting on tests from the hospital, which i have on tues and a biopsy. I have had a facial rash for five months that is still undiagnosed. I feel exhausted pretty much all the time. My back hurts. They think i may have lupus. I am angry that this is happening to me. I am a spa therapist so having terrible skin is the worst.
I feel so sorry for myself today. i was meant to have a day out shopping with my mum, but i had to come home to rest. I'm sick of it.
A glass of pinot would cause me nothing but more misery, but boy i'd kill for one today.
Trouble is it would never be one, so i'll stick with tea.
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Oh, Bless you, apophylite 
I'm so sorry for what you're going through, but 6 months sober is amazing! And I love that you are picking up the kettle not the bottle 
Good luck with the tests. Being sober is the best way to deal with anything that might be uncovered. Lean on us - we're here for you
I'm so sorry for what you're going through, but 6 months sober is amazing! And I love that you are picking up the kettle not the bottle Good luck with the tests. Being sober is the best way to deal with anything that might be uncovered. Lean on us - we're here for you
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Originally Posted by apophylite
I am totally having a pity party. I just had my six month birthday. My Av is chatting loudly in my ear today.
He won't break me, i'm picking up the kettle not the bottle. But boy do i feel sorry for myself.
I'm waiting on tests from the hospital, which i have on tues and a biopsy. I have had a facial rash for five months that is still undiagnosed. I feel exhausted pretty much all the time. My back hurts. They think i may have lupus. I am angry that this is happening to me. I am a spa therapist so having terrible skin is the worst.
I feel so sorry for myself today. i was meant to have a day out shopping with my mum, but i had to come home to rest. I'm sick of it.
A glass of pinot would cause me nothing but more misery, but boy i'd kill for one today.
Trouble is it would never be one, so i'll stick with tea.
He won't break me, i'm picking up the kettle not the bottle. But boy do i feel sorry for myself.
I'm waiting on tests from the hospital, which i have on tues and a biopsy. I have had a facial rash for five months that is still undiagnosed. I feel exhausted pretty much all the time. My back hurts. They think i may have lupus. I am angry that this is happening to me. I am a spa therapist so having terrible skin is the worst.
I feel so sorry for myself today. i was meant to have a day out shopping with my mum, but i had to come home to rest. I'm sick of it.
A glass of pinot would cause me nothing but more misery, but boy i'd kill for one today.
Trouble is it would never be one, so i'll stick with tea.
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Whoa..I have almost 5months,am a massage therapist and was having a total pity party yesterday!Reading step 8 helped and showed me when I get jammed up w depression and self loathing we just project in onto others that are undeserving..just a thought..It did make me snap out of it...wishing you the best!
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"Trouble is, it would never be one." It took decades for that bit of wisdom to sink in.
Apophylite, I'm very sorry for the physical problems you're having. Let us know how it goes on Tuesday.
Apophylite, I'm very sorry for the physical problems you're having. Let us know how it goes on Tuesday.
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