Made a plan
Made a plan
So I was up all night making a plan about how I was going to sneak out today and get myself a small bottle of vodka. I was going to get away from the family, go to the grocery story and pick up a few things. Just a small bottle though, small enough to just get a buzz, take the edge off and oddly enough just for the taste of what I have been missing. I woke up feeling guilty, but like I had already made the decision. Stepped back awhile and realized although the plan was made and I was already ready for the negative consequences, this is something I still have a choice in.
So I was up all night making a plan about how I was going to sneak out today and get myself a small bottle of vodka. I was going to get away from the family, go to the grocery story and pick up a few things. Just a small bottle though, small enough to just get a buzz, take the edge off and oddly enough just for the taste of what I have been missing. I woke up feeling guilty, but like I had already made the decision. Stepped back awhile and realized although the plan was made and I was already ready for the negative consequences, this is something I still have a choice in.
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