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thanks guys for replying and for the welcome. if i have something i want to talk about, is it ok to post it in here on this forum, or do i need to seek out a specific forum? i'm new to forums altogether, so thanks in advance for patience
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so, i have a little time under my belt, but not much. not much at all...
in order to get clean i had to leave the town i was in (lubbock) and move all the way to dallas.
this week i found out that my best friend who recently got out of prison and was in a halfway house, absconded...and is back on the stuff and headed back to prison. whenever they catch her anyway.
anyway, i know i can't rescue her or do anything to help her and she has to make her own mistakes, find her own way...I'M JUST SO ANGRY, and i don't even know why or how to even handle it. i feel incredibly stupid for being so mad, i don't even know what my problem is. i feel betrayed, like it was something personal...how stupid is that i already know, but it FEELS PERSONAL.
another thing is i am going to school to be a drug councilor, and this just doesn't fit! how am i going to succeed in helping others if i take it personally if somebody fails?
any words for me? advice?
can anybody relate to this?
am i an idiot, or what?
in order to get clean i had to leave the town i was in (lubbock) and move all the way to dallas.
this week i found out that my best friend who recently got out of prison and was in a halfway house, absconded...and is back on the stuff and headed back to prison. whenever they catch her anyway.
anyway, i know i can't rescue her or do anything to help her and she has to make her own mistakes, find her own way...I'M JUST SO ANGRY, and i don't even know why or how to even handle it. i feel incredibly stupid for being so mad, i don't even know what my problem is. i feel betrayed, like it was something personal...how stupid is that i already know, but it FEELS PERSONAL.
another thing is i am going to school to be a drug councilor, and this just doesn't fit! how am i going to succeed in helping others if i take it personally if somebody fails?
any words for me? advice?
can anybody relate to this?
am i an idiot, or what?
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